 "un/finished") |
FERN |
Ooo slang part the second |
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FERN |
i think we just shared electrons, because i'm feeling a covalent bond between us |
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LANCE |
Pidge, I need your help. I gotta send a meme to Chloe but ... |
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DIPPER |
Hey Varian. You know those crazy alchemy bombs you used... |
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PETER |
Hey Varian, this is Peter. Um, Peter Graham. |
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USAGI |
Soooooooo~ How'd the date go? |
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MAKO |
Varianβ Checking in. |
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SHIRO |
i think one of us put a chicken patty in my toaster |
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EDDIE |
Hey. We need to talk. |
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MELIUS |
π»πΎ. πΌ ππππ πΎπ πππππ πππΎππΉ πΆππΉ πΎπ πΎπ πππ ππ½πππ |
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EDA |
Hey, kid. I... owe you an apology. |
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LUZ |
Valentines |
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MAUL |
I have a proposition for a project I think you'll be interested in |
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USAGI |
I LOVE YOU |
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FERN |
DUDE you still have your bandana! |
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BUZZ |
Morning. I heard from Fern you wanted to go out into the blizzard. |
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FERN |
dude your profile changed |
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USAGI |
Ruby told me about the breakup. |
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GLITCH |
Varian, I'm gonna go live somewhere else for now |
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MAKO |
A "nerd" is somebody smart... |
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MAUL |
Gifts |
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FERN |
heeyyyy quick question |
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FERN |
Christmas is coming up!!! |
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CHLOE |
god who the FUCK ever thought emojis were a good idea??? |
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KRISTOFF |
Varian,It's getting colder so I thought you could use this |
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FERN |
heyyyy Variable |
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RAPUNZEL |
okay not to put you on the spot but... |
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EDA |
Potion time |
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NEO |
Dude, I can mine antidote shit here! |
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GLITCH |
Got this in my basket. |
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EDA |
hey smart kid |
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TEN |
Hallo |
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ADAM |
Hey, k-- uh, Varian. I just wanted to check in |
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USAGI |
I'm sorry I worried you and fainted on you yesterday. |
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AMARA |
i lived, bitch |
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NEO |
Debatably good news, asshole |
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USAGI |
Hey Varian! It's Usagi |
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OSCAR |
I'm sorry, Varian. Tell me what you need |
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FERN |
a dark past huh |
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MAUL |
Varian. I am in great need of your assistance |
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FERN |
Varian VARIAN I CAN EAT FOOD |
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USAGI |
How much moon essence do you have? |
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USAGI |
VIVI-KUN, VIVI-KUN GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT! |
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RICHIE |
well I promised |
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FERN |
A TOTALLY INCOMPLETE LIST OF OOO WORDS 'N SLANG |
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GLITCH |
VARIAN ARE THERE BUGS IN THE WATER?!
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USAGI |
To help with restless nights and the... |
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VIRA-LORR |
Little alchemist. I have a gift for you. |
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MARTIN |
Hi, Varian. This is Martin. I wanted to reach out... |
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USAGI |
Hi Varian, sweetie! I have a question for you. |
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GLITCH |
varian I need to talk to you. it's important. |
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USAGI |
I need you not to panic after what I tell you. |
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FERN |
dog you have so many vests |
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IRONHIDE |
HONK HONK |
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USAGI |
... I'm sorry I couldn't help you better, Varian |
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EMERALD |
Hey, V. Not that I care that much or anything... |
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FERN |
tell me when you're alive |
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FERN |
Varian i stabbed two people |
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AMARA |
hey weirdo i have something for you
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FERN |
is the Rapunzel in town your Rapunzel? |
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PENNY |
Salutations!! You do not know me, but my name is Penny Polendina |
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YANG |
Hey, is this Varian? I think we've met once before. |
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FERN |
hey can we talk |
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FERN |
you told ruby |
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MAUL |
Surviving another year is always an occasion worth celebrating |
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USAGI |
Hey I wanted to apologise |
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USAGI |
VARIAN-KUUUUNNN!!!! |
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FERN |
birth |
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MAUL |
Look what just arrived for me. |
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KATHERINE |
Do you want to get paid to make more purple goo things? |
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FERN |
ok i know you're good with plants but what about animals |
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FERN |
dog interested in means girls or guys |
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[He doubts it but he'll let her have this. ]
That's how I've been trying to see it. Besides, I really hate Superior, so anything I can say or do that goes against her core beliefs is a-ok with me.
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I'm not really a fan of her either, since she'd the reason Vira's head is detachable.
What is it that Mother Superior believes', anyway?
[She'd heard quite a few opinions of this so she wanted to be certain].
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[Varian hates her a lot, he'd be very okay if she died horribly.]
She thinks none of us are real. So our lives don't matter.
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I thought I'd had what I feel about her right. Vira says she has sympathy for her, although it is really hard for her to feel that, considering her head.
And then there's you and Dipper...and Ruby. I blame her for those things. I don't get how you let that happen to people. You have to be evil to do something like that.
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I don't have any sympathy for her. She's just... a terrible person. She did really awful things- she made us do awful things. So yeah. Pretty evil, and I'm pretty familiar with that.
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You did mention that before, what with the being evil and stuff. What made you want to go down that road anyway?
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...One of my experiments hurt my dad- trapped him in something that only Rapunzel could help with. But when I went to her for help she... well, she couldn't. Due to reasons beyond her control.
It's a long story, but I can tell it if you want to hear it. It's just... not great.
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Oh, wow. That must have sucked for her too, to see you like that and not be able to help.
If you're ok telling it. Yes. Please.
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[He hesitates for a moment, god, this is a shitty story to be telling on a nice holiday.]
Okay, so. Rapunzel couldn't help me with him at first, but I knew there was a flower that gave Rapunzel her powers- that if I could get to that, maybe I could use that to free my father. So I drugged the castle guards with a truth serum to find out where it was, and lied to Rapunzel to get her to help me into the vault where it was. Stealing it was treason, and when she realised what was happening she tried to get me to give it up. I didn't, and I escape with the flower. It... didn't work. The power was all in her now. But I'd burned that bridge when I stole the flower, I knew she wouldn't help me any more. Not willingly, anyway.
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Oh. Oh wow. I am totally invested in this story, but I think I can see where it's starting to go. You were definitely desperate though, and I can't blame you. When someone you love is in danger, real danger, you'd do anything to try and help them, even if it was dangerous.
[Luz would definitely know all about that].
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[He went several countries too far from where his actions were justifiable.]
I kidnapped her mom. I knew she'd come to save her. I threatened the queen with the same amber that encased my dad, set it off by her. I didn't even know if using Rapunzel's hair would kill her or not, and I didn't care. It didn't work, nothing did. So I finally snapped and attacked them all with a giant robot. I tried to kill the queen and Rapunzel's best friend with it- Rapunzel worked out a way to stop me before I could... do that, so that- that was something.
[He doesn't think he could have actually lived with himself if he'd ended up killing them. Not now. ]
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[That was just how these things went in acts of desperation. Things just escalated and then they became unavoidable].
Whoa, that is...some heavy stuff. Villain stuff even, but I'm not holding that against you. When you have to save someone you love and you think not enough was done, you start to get creative about getting your results. You lose sight of how it might affect other people. Man. I'm sorry Varian.
[She had a feeling there was more though, so she didn't say anything more].
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[He;s got better, with the self-loathing in the last few years. Time and distance have helped, but oh boy does he still hate himself quite a lot. He should have known better. He should have been better.
She would be right in thinking there was more, though.]
Anyway, I stayed in the dungeons for about a year- Rapunzel had other things to do, outside the Kingdom. There I met up with a guy who helped me escape. We had plans to fix things... except, it wasn't really fixing anything. One of their number used magic to wipe the king and queen's memories. I then stepped in as a fake advisor- got the people in the kingdom to mind the minerals I needed to make the magic into a gas. I decided the only way out was to wipe everyone's memories, give myself a completely clean slate.
...Obviously, that was a stupid idea and it didn't work. The people I'd aligned myself with didn't want to use my chemical for that. They wanted to use it to raze Corona to the ground. Kill everyone. That... wasn't a line I was willing to cross. Luckily Rapunzel had come back by then and helped me- helped me fix it. The bad guys got put away and I've been working on making good on the mistakes I've made since then.
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[Luz knew her experience was nowhere near Varian's, but even she had mistakes she made that she wished she could take back].
That's rough. So your actions indirectly could have hurt a lot of people. That's a hard thing to think about. If its any consolation, I would never have thought you were capable of doing the stuff you just talked about. I haven't seen you do anything but good things since you've been here. I'm sure that those mistakes you made helped to remind you that anyone can be lead to a bad path, and vice versa.
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My actions directly hurt a lot of people, too. On purpose.
[He's never quite sure how to take it when he hears that from people. That they don't think he's capable of what he has done. Does it mean he's finally moved past that, or does it mean he's just really good at convincing people he's relatively harmless? He's not sure.]
...Thanks, I guess. For that. I've been actively avoiding that bad path for a long time now. But I can't pretend it's not there, or that I didn't take it willingly once. It's important to remember.
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That's rough to keep in your head. It's hard enough to remember on your own, but to have it keep coming up is just not right.
It's there for any of us. Whenever something happens here, we want to take it out on someone and be mad about it. It's hard to deal with something bad happening, so our emotions decide out actions even if we'll feel bad about it later. It sucks. But if that happens, we also have to try and remember that any action we take will affect someone too. You learned it the hard way.
[Luz had to learn it too. She'd come close when she saw Lilith again, remembering everything the woman had done to her the previous night, almost killing her, using her as a ransom to get Eda depowered and weak, making her walk back to the Owl House, beaten, rebuffed and told she didn't belong there. It was a feeling that still stayed in the back of her mind, how angry she was, how she was willing to cause Lilith harm the next time she saw her].
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[Not that he feels like he especially deserves closure, mind. But it would be nice to have the option to tell people about his past as he has with Luz... instead of how many times circumstances or memory shares force it out of him before he's ready. ]
Yeah, I did. t wasn't the most fun lesson in the world to learn. I... genuinely wouldn't recommend learning it the way I did.
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[In other words, Luz figured that Varian had to suffer enough, remembering the things that he'd done than having to be reminded about it over and over].
No, I wouldn't want that either. I already have a bad decision I think about a lot, yours sounds like an awful lot to bear. But you know who you are, and people care about you despite your history. I'd say at least you have that going for you.
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[Never one to sugar coat things, is Varian.
Still, enough time has passed that his past isn't the complete soul-destroying thing it once was. He'll never forget what he did, and he sure as hell won't forgive himself for what he did- but he's at least learned to accept that other people are willing to forgive him themselves.]
...Yeah, I guess I do, huh?
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[Look, Luz was all for redemption arcs, but she didn't like fics that seemed to be out to torture the person with their backstory for an indeterminate amount of time. Luz felt that Varian had suffered enough and was trying to do good now. Why constantly rub his face in the checkered past]?
Yeah. I'd say so. Heck, you scored yourself an awesome boyfriend and plenty of friends. I think it's safe to say you call that a win!
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Yeah, that's true. I did really luck out with all of those things.
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I know I feel that way about you guys.
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Aww- thanks Luz. We're really lucky to have you. I know Fern would say so, too.
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Happy to know that! I'm really glad that I met you guys too! You've been a big help dealing with this place.