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FROM: SUBJECT: JUN & HARU Hey Var, do you got a moment? JUN Just so you know, I'm fine, but I might be harder to contact. EVE Hey Varian, are you on this train? JUN Hey honey, where are you? GIL The Cube 4 GIL The Cube 3 JUN Hey Var, is this a good time to run a rather personal ethical dilemma by you? JUN Oh hey, lumber! GIL The Cube 2 GIL The Cube 1 RATIO Some while back... JUN I'm fine, I went to my room. KNI I am sorry. RATIO I will be going back to teaching on Monday. NOCTIS you okay there? JUN Date BLADE Varian. How are you doing? NOCTIS hey, you’re an engineer. JUN birthday NOCTIS hey, it's noctis. from the park? BLADE A little bird told me... ZHONGLI Hello. This is Zhongli BLADE This is Blade. Jusis told me to find you... ROSE You’re Varian, right? AMAL Loser gets adopted FERN Heyyyy V, you busy? DANNY Birthday AMAL Happy nameday to the best scientist I know! JUN Are you busy? There's something I wanted to ask you. AMAL hey varian FERN hey i just realized something great DANNY Hey. I know you're probably busy with everything... ZODIAC Happy Holiday from Zodiac! CLAUDE Hey Varian. You there? ZELOS Heeeey Varian! I'm sure you're busy... FIVE I know you might be busy right now but... FERN heyyy, did you see that guy...

TO: SUBJECT: JUN Two questions. BLADE Hey, hey hey, Blade. JUN Birthday VASH I figure it's probably about time we talk, huh? JUN 愛してるよ ???!!! AMAL Dad? You home? JUN Forgt anyting nuice I said aboout space KNI Happy birthday, Kni! MIKLEO Hey, Mikleo. Jun said it'd be okay to message you... YUUKI So hey, do you think you could... JUN So. Uh. That happened. ELLIOT Hi, Elliot. Can I talk to you about something? AMAL Dad, something happened to Fern. DANNY Hey, Bud. I've got some bad?? news? EVE Hey, Eve. I wanted to make sure AMAL Happy birthday, Dad! AMAL Hey, could I get your opinion on something? VASH Hi there! Texting ahead of time like you asked. FERN Happy birthday, you. FERN Day of Hearts WILL Hey, Will. When are you free? I've got your... ELLIOT ...Hey, Elliot. Can I ask your advice on something? SNOW Hey, you available? ELLIOT Elliot? I'm- I'm really sorry to bother you... AUGUST Hey. Can I ask a follow-up question after my last one? DANNY Hey. There's something important I need to talk to you about. FIVE Hey, I was thinking we should probably talk MOANA Hey. Remember me saying we probably needed to talk... ELLIOT Um. Hey. I wondered if we could talk. AMAL Hey. Are you busy? Can we talk? HUNTER Just so you're aware... AUGUST Can I ask some advice? DANNY Hey, Danny! I think I've figured out something... KEN Hey! The figure you wanted is all finished.

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[whiteshroud]

[He'll grin at Varian's reaction, only encouraging him to do it again, lifting his knee up to grind it against Varian.

Not that it'll do much good, because Varian is playing to win. He feels those lips on his nipple. That alone causes his breath to hitch, the sensitivity of his nipple surprising him. He's trying to focus on Varian's words to distract him, but... that only makes it worse. When the teeth get added, Jun straight up cries out from the shocking feeling it all. His back arches with it, failing to hold it in.

He's breathless when Varian pulls away. He looks up at Varian's smug look with an attempt to seem annoyed, but he's way too horny right now to pull it off.]

.... Yeah, I think you are too.

[He can admit it. Varian has taken him by force.]

You're making it really hard not to want to submit.

[droptheious]

[The repeated action sure pulls another deep-throated groan out of Varian. Maybe if he wasn't such a competitive lunatic, absolutely playing to win, that would have been enough to be his undoing. Unfortunately for Jun (or maybe fortunately, he seems to be having a good time) Varian is not one to give up if he has even half a chance of winning anything, so here they are.

He watches Jun's reactions with unrestrained delight, his grin widening at the sounds coming from him. The problem with dating a scientist is that they tend to do a lot of research into things and Varian certainly had some biology textbooks to hand. He's pretty pleased that paid off. He's making a mental note of these reactions. Y'know. For the future.

His eyebrows DO rise as Jun admits that he's in the lead, though. He almost never wins their verbal spars so this is a rare experience and he was not expecting it.]

Really?

[He grins again, leaning in to kiss along Jun's jawline.]

Never thought I'd hear you admit I've won at anything. Not gonna lie, it's pretty nice~ I could get used to this.

[whiteshroud]

Mhmm.

[He'll make a small exhale at Varian kissing his jawline, tilting his head to both give him more access and more so it's easier to look up at him]

Well, you really surprised me this time. I can admit defeat.

[He then gives that smile and a little wink, his fingers tracing up his chest]

... But it'd be a shame to rush to the finale, so how about I try sucking you off first?

[Even if he can admit defeat, that doesn't mean he isn't going to do his best to drive Varian wild.]

[droptheious]

[Varian will take full advantage of Jun's head tilt, kissing and nipping over the newly exposed skin, taking his time to be sure to leave a mark there as he goes. He lets out a low hmm-hmm at Jun admitting defeat, relishing in his victory for a moment.

And then Jun does the goddamn wink and says that and he pulls back, flushing a little. Oh. Well.]

Yes please. I'd like that very much.

[He stopped thinking with his brain there for a second, so that's about as eloquent as Jun is gonna get out of him. He definitely doesn't see the danger he's putting himself in, but that's a future Varian problem.]

[whiteshroud]

[Ohhh that sure seemed to do the trick. You're not the only one who can short circuit braincells.

He gives a happy little hum, before he takes Varian by the hips and rolls them over, so he's on top again.]

As you wish, Var~

[He'll give a quick kiss on Varian's gaping mouth before he scoots down, focusing on unbuttoning and pulling down Varian's pants.]

So, which way do you want me to do this? Sixty-nine, or should I get on my knees?

[droptheious]

[Jun can still win some things, it seems. Varian makes a soft oof sound as they're rolled over, and he has just enough cognisant thought to return the kiss.

But that's about where that brilliant brain of his gives up on him. He lets out a soft whine as Jun works on his pants- he's certainly more than ready for it, straining under boxers already a little damp with pre-cum. His hips rise at Jun's touch- partly to help him get the pants off, partly to get any sort of contact from him.]

H-hah. I think it's dealers choice on this one.

[whiteshroud]

[His grin only widens at Varian's response]

On my knees then. ♥

[Less chance of Varian interrupting him that way. He'll pull away now, using his strength to tug Varian to the edge of the bed, making sure he's sitting up. He then gets off the bed, moving to stand in front of Varian as he very much makes a show of unbuttoning his own pants and pulling them down. Underneath, he's wearing what looks like a lacy thong made for men, one that's straining from his bulge and also slightly damp from precum.]

To be clear, I wore these for my own confidence boost on the date tonight. [Just so Varian wouldn't think this was all some grand scheme to just get in his pants. No, he had not anticipated anything beyond some making out. It was definitely Varian that got them this far.

But now that Varian's had a chance to get an eyeful, he'll lower himself to the floor, sitting on his knees. His fingers reach up and start to stroke Varian's cock through the fabric of the boxer]

Just so you know? This will be my first time giving oral. So it's going to be new for both of us.

[droptheious]

[He can sense the fucking heart in the air, he can SENSE it. He doesn't even fight Jun tugging him to the edge of the bed, instead he's far too busy watching Jun undress. His eyes widen as they very clearly check Jun and that lacy thong out. Well, he sure likes that a whole lot. He belatedly realises that he's openly staring and flushes, clearing his throat. Damn.]

Uh... s-sure. Totally get that. Good looks- [no] looks good on you. Yup.

[Luckily for Varian, he is saved from any more needing to think how words work when Jun's fingers reach his cock. Words very much stop for a moment there as he grips the edge of the bed, a ragged gasp coming out. He's struggling to keep his hips still, desperate to shift into that touch and find more friction.]

H-haaaaa. That's- that's a-ok with me. Yay, new experiences.

[Sorry, Jun, his brain is currently checked out, please check again later.]

[whiteshroud]

[This was the reaction he was hoping for. The open staring as Varian's brain fully short circuits, Jun loved to see it. Two of us can play at this game, he thinks proudly to himself. He isn't even trying to hide the smug look on his face.]

Haha, glad you approve.

[With another wink, he'll reach for the waistband of the boxers and pull them off, discarding them with the rest of their clothes. He does take a moment to check out Varian's own now naked form, before his fingers reach over to start directly stroking Varian's cock]

You look incredible.

[droptheious]

[ Jun absolutely got what he wanted there. If he wanted the upper hand, he well and truly took it. Varian's far too distracted to even get annoyed at the smug face and that wink. He manages a soft, uh huh in response, before Jun's fingers are on his cock again- pulling a ragged gasp out of Varian instead. He's already hard by now, raring to go and twitching under Jun's clever fingers.

He vaguely realises he's been complimented and flushes. Unfortunately, most of his brain power is being used for revelling in Jun's touch and forming a coherent response really isn't in the cards currently. ]

No, you. [He... tried. Probably. He whines, giving in to instinct, his hips shifting up with Jun's hand, desperate for more. If Jun wanted to drive him to distraction, he's passed with flying colours.] Jun, please.

[Please what, he's not sure- please keep going, please do more, please don't stop, all of the above? His fingers tangle in the bedsheet as he tries his best not to come undone here.]

[whiteshroud]

[Varian pleading was like music to his ears. There was a thrill in knowing he can make Varian get this worked up, this unraveled.

But he'll be good, and actually get down to business. Wrapping his fingers across Varian's cock to make sure he has a good hold of it, he'll lean his head forward. Both to test it out and tease, he'll lick the tip first to watch Varian's reaction. The taste is well... it's what you'd expect, but Jun isn't put off by it.

At least, it won't stop him from next wrapping his lips around the head of the cock, moaning as he takes it into his mouth. Half-lidded eyes will glance up at Varian, fully interested to see how he'll react. ]

[droptheious]

[Varian really didn't know what to expect from this. It's a million miles from whenever he's experimented himself with his hand. As Jun's tongue touches the tip, it's like feeling fireworks go off in the back of his head, his breath catching as he arches into the touch.

And just as he feels like it can't get any better, Jun parts his lips and takes the tip of his cock inside. His moan joins Jun's as his eyes close, tilting his head back as he gets lost in the feeling of being inside his partner's mouth. His thighs tremble from a concentrated effort not to start bucking into him immediately, to greedily take more of warm, wet feeling surrounding his cockhead. ]

[whiteshroud]

[Varian's clearly losing it, and Jun was reveling in every second of it. Once he gets used to the feeling of cock in his mouth, he'll start experimenting with it- licking various parts and sucking on him as he can. Then, little by little he starts taking more in the mouth. He's never had much of a gag reflex, so it'll probably be fine.

And really, Jun could take this clear victory in stride. He could. But.

He won't. And so, Varian will hear a telepathic voice in his head as Jun continues to work him]

Are you holding yourself back? Because it looks like you're REALLY losing the lead now~

[This little shit.]

[droptheious]

[Varian is absolutely unravelling piece by piece. As Jun starts licking and sucking, his toes curl, his breath catching sharp and ragged. He can feel his heart thundering in his chest, every nerve ending on fire and as Jun starting taking more of him in his mouth, he feels he could probably got lost in this moment forever.

And then Jun's smug little asshole voice pipes up inside his head. It catches him slightly less off guard than the first time (largely because he's extremely distracted currently) but it does pull a groan out of him that's just bordering on a growl. He can't respond back with telepathy, so he knows he's going to have to say actual words, so he tries to push through the lust overtaking his brain to speak:]

Du hinterhältiger kleiner Scheißer

[Unfortunately, the words he grasps aren't English ones. English has gone away for a little while. He makes a frustrated noise in the back of his throat, vaguely aware that probably isn't helping, so he shifts a leg so he can press his heel- gently but still pointedly on Jun's back- to try and get the message across.]

Das werde ich dir heimzahlen.

[whiteshroud]

[Holy shit, he knew he'd get a reaction out of Varian, but he wasn't expecting the guy to start spewing full-on German. His own German wasn't up to par, so he can't tell EXACTLY what he said- but boy it sounded angry. And in response? He laughs. Which is a little awkward with a dick in his mouth, but it does cause more puffs of hot air to blow against the skin.

That is followed up with a moan as he feels that heel pressed against his back, which arches along with it. That's the spirit Varian! ]

Oh~? Plan to bring me under your heel? Go ahead and try~

[He'll tease him telepathically, right as he picks up the pace and intensity of his work on Varian's dick. He's really getting the hang of this]

[droptheious]

[It was very angry indeed, and the laughter does not help with that in the least- much less with the hot air on his skin from the action. He gulps down air, trying to find some semblance of control here, but it's becoming increasingly difficult.

Jun continues to be a smug little shit in his head, but before he can yell at him in German again for it, Jun speeds up and no words come out of his mouth, German or otherwise. Instead, a tight, desperate gasp scrapes its way out of his throat. He curls in a little, sitting more forward, so one hand can grasp blindly at Jun's shoulders, nails dig at his skin, though they grow sharper as they move. Varian is trying his damned best to keep the wolf in his head at bay, he's usually pretty good at it these days, when it's not a full moon, but Jun is pushing a lot of buttons all at once and instinct is starting to take over.

The heel at Jun's back presses in a little harder too, as Varian's hips start to move with Jun's mouth- loving every second of this despite also wanting to push Jun down a flight of stairs currently. It's an even fifty fifty right now. ]

[whiteshroud]

[He makes an audible gasp as he feels those nails dig into his skin, taking hold of him. Jun can tell that he managed to switch some flip, but he doesn't regret it in the slightest. The nail marks will heal by tomorrow, and in this moment? It feels thrilling.

Even though he has to adjust his head a little to keep himself from choking on Varian's moving cock? He quickly finds the spot and is eagerly moving along with the the hip movements, moaning and making other pleasured sounds along the way.

In fact he's getting heated enough that it's getting harder to ignore his own groin. His hand absently finds its way down there to start to touch himself over the lacy fabric, just to try to work out some of the burning feeling that was going on down there.]

[droptheious]

[Varian might feel a teeny, tiny bit bad about the nails once he's come to his senses. Maybe. Right now, he's trying to keep a tamper on just fully shifting, trying to ignore the snarling thing in the back of his mind that would really like to be set free.

More to the point, he can feel Jun dragging him to the precipice of release, he's so goddamn close to it and the temptation to let himself tumble over the edge of it is all too strong. But he knows that would mean Jun winning... something - his lust addled brain can't quite remember what currently, but he really doesn't want Jun winning.

His eyes drop to where Jun is fondling himself as a groan that's got a little too much growl peppered inside there rumbles out of his chest. A hand grips Jun's shoulder tightly to get his attention- and Varian has to struggle hard to find not only human words, but English ones.]

Jun. [Oh good, a name, even if it's gasped out, hoarse and needy. Words are working. His other hand pats the spot next to him on the bed.] Your turn.

[whiteshroud]

[Truth be told, Jun was getting so into the moment that for a bit there, all he was focused on was on what he was doing to Varian. He'd wondered if Varian was going to actually climax, and what he would do when that happened---

He hears his name and feels his hand gripping him tightly, snapping him to attention. Oh- Oh right. That's where he was.

He'll comply though. He'll give one last suck of Varian's cock before he takes it out of his mouth. His legs are the slightest bit shaky, but he'll manage to pull himself onto the bed as Varian wanted, eager to find out what the other had planned for him.

Though... it's at this time he notices the claws on Varian's hand. That explains the nails on his shoulders. ]

Your hands-

[Instead of shying away, he's taking that hand gently into his own and kisses the knuckles affectionately. It's okay]

Part of me thought this wouldn't be a thing until we got closer to the full moon, but guess not.

[He says in a casual tone, without any worry. So he's triggering his boyfriend's wolf side sooner than expected- that's fine]

[droptheious]

[Maybe if they hadn't egged each other into making this some sort of insane sex challenge, Varian absolutely would have tipped over the edge there. He's certainly close already, his cock hard and aching in a way it never does with his hands. He needs a minute to bring some semblance of sense in his head, and luckily Jun's comment about his hands does just that.

He takes a few calming breaths, notices Jun's shoulder and winces. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Jun is kissing the knuckles and talking about it like it's no big deal, but guilt still bites at the back of his head.]

S-sorry. I'm trying to keep it tapped down. [A nervous little laugh bubbles out of him.] Guess I got more worked up than I realised.

[whiteshroud]

[Ah, there was that anxiety again, even though both of them were already so worked up. Jun gives an affectionate laugh and a headshake at Varian's apology. ]

You're fine, Var. The wolf is part of you, and I knew that from the start.

[He'll kiss his knuckles again, while his other hand moves to hold onto his hand as well]

Would you like me to change as well? Might feel less self-conscious that way.

[droptheious]

[Turns out the anxiety can strike at any time, Varian's not a fan. He's spent since he became a werewolf doing his best to push it as far down as he possibly could, and here's Jun, just offering encouragement and acceptance like it's nothing. Just picking up all his anxiety about it and hucking it out of the way like it's the easiest thing in the world.

He squeezes Jun's hand, carefully, mindful of the claws. He had stipulated no wolf sex, but it's clear that's a lot harder to keep a hold of than he thought- it seems it'll come out no matter what he wants otherwise. But Jun has offered a simple answer to that and the wolf in the back of his head pushing forward again, because yes. Absolutely. His eyes darken a little- desire tugging him back to the task at hand- pushing past the anxiety and the shame to make itself known.]

Yes. I'd- I'd like that. That'd help.

[whiteshroud]

[He can push past it, because he gets it. The worries that come with being a monster, or with being a weapon. That you feel like you have to be in constant control, that you can't do anything that might risk scaring people off. It's a lot to deal with.

But Varian made it clear he wasn't afraid of him. Even after Jun made it clear he'd injured his last partner, that he was a weapon, Varian didn't shy away. How could he possibly turn Varian away after that?

Besides, even if something happened and Varian did scratch or bite him too hard... he'd just heal anyway.

So Jun will respond to Varian by giving him one more kiss on the knuckles before closing his mind, focusing on transforming into a carbuncle about halfway, so he didn't become too inhuman. His fingernails will grow to small claws in Varian's hands, his toenails following suit. His ears will become longer and much more fox-like, covered in green fur that matches his hair. Finally, his tail will appear, appearing like a green, fox-like tail.]

How do I look? I don't usually show this to others.

[Nor does he sit around nearly naked except a thong around others, but that goes without saying]

[droptheious]

[It was a terrifying thought, unfounded really- Varian has never actually hurt anyone as a wolf. Largely because as soon as it happened he got himself the hell out of dodge to never let it become a problem. He didn't have any control of himself during the full moon- what if someone was hurt? He can't risk it.

But hypocritical as he can be, he never thought the same for Jun. He would never brand Jun as a weapon or a monster or anything of the sort. Never in a million years would he do that.

...It's just a little harder extending that same kindness to himself.

Jun transforms and Varian watches, wide-eyed, taking in every part of him. He scoots a little closer, clawed hands tracing the edge of one of those ears, just brushing the fur with a feather-light touch. At the question, he leans in to press a kiss at the curve of Jun's jaw, just under one of those ears, murmuring softly over his skin.]

Like you could ever be anything but completely beautiful.

[whiteshroud]

[He makes an audible gasp and his ears twitch at the attention. He forgot how sensitive those things were, and it was even worse with how worked up both of them are. The tail will wrap around Varian, lightly brushing over his skin with its fur. ]

Haha... the same goes for you, you know.

[He'll move his head to nuzzle those ears against him a little. It's hard not to fall into animal mannerisms like this]

If it's too much, I'll tell you. [Throwing his words back at Varian, that's right] And even if you manage to hurt me by accident, I'd just heal.

So...don't be afraid, okay?