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Just like that growl, he could really get used to that. He'll give Varian a quick kiss on the cheek before moving to brace himself, clawed hand gripping Varian's shoulder.
This is the first time he's been on this end of it, so the sensation of Varian entering him is certainly new. It's not exactly comfortable, but it's not a bad feeling either. Jun's pain tolerance is high enough where he barely reacts to that uncomfortable part, allowing him to focus more on the arousal that comes from his lover being inside him. He rolls his hips to help push Varian in, lifting his legs to wrap around Varian's waist to help with angle.]
How's it feel?
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Varian's breath catches as he sinks further into Jun, revelling in the feeling of him surrounding his member. He uses the new angle to dip his hips down more, pushing himself more in- steady and slow. He lets out a low groan, dipping his face into the crook of Jun's neck as he adjusts, every nerve ending on fire. ]
Incredible. You're incredible.
[He presses a kiss to the corner of Jun's mouth. He knows Jun is made of stronger stuff than him and has regeneration besides- but he meant it when he said Jun deserved protecting, no matter how capable he was, so he is going to check in before moving any further.]
You okay?
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He was about to say some blanket reassurance that he was fine, he could handle this, when Varian pushes in far enough to hit that bundle of nerves. It makes him moan involuntarily, as charges of pleasure shoots through him, making his nerves feel on fire. It was a lot more intense than he was expecting, and takes him a moment to remember how to use words.
Or at least, fail to try to remember how to use words. Except much like Varian defaulting back to German earlier, Jun finds himself defaulting back to telepathy...and with the languages he knows scrambling ]
Fuck - Sì! 元気です!
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And then Jun reacts like that and he pauses for a moment- well, he doesn't know any Japanese but he at least knows what sì means. He chuckles deep in his chest, pressing another kiss by Jun's ear, so he can murmur into it.]
I'm guessing you like that, then?
[He pulls himself back, then slowly drives in again- a low groan breaking out of him at the sensation as he tries to aim that sweet spot once more- he'll very much enjoy watching Jun unravel again. He starts to find a steady rhythm, a hand carefully wrapping around Jun's cock to stroke it in time with his thrusts. He's got to work hard to not lose himself into it- the feeling of Jun tight around him is pulling him in, as he tries to keep it steady.
He kisses and nips gently at Jun's neck, feeling his teeth sharpen, not breaking this skin, but sure sharp enough to feel- he can only keep a lid on so much, and if the teeth are the ones to go, so be it.]
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This time, he'll try to focus on actually speaking, and in English]
Y-Yeah. Your cock feels incredible.
[Which was the honest truth, and god he wanted more of it. Eagerly, he'll roll his hips up and try to match the rhythm of Varian's movement. He's not quiet, especially when Varian does double duty on him and starts stroking his now very needy cock. There's moans that border on sounding animal like, with occasionally breathing out Varian's name.
He doesn't want to just lie there though. Inspired by the teeth he feels on his neck (which earns their own whimper), he'll tilt his head so he can nip at Varian's neck with his own teeth. His hand will also move down to Varian's ass, which he'll fondle and give a squeeze. The other hand will reach up and start massaging Varian's wolf ears, seeing how sensitive they are.]
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A gasp of his own catches in his breath at the feel of Jun's teeth at his neck- at the squeezes of his ass. He was already feeling overstimulated when Jun starts to play with his ears- that feels like electric and he whines softly, leaning into the touch as he continues to drive into him.
Jun's ministrations are having their desired effect- as Varian moves into him, the base of his cock starts to swell. Varian lets out a soft groan at the feel of it, driving a little harder into Jun, the instinct to get the knot inside him almost overwhelming.]
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His bites will move up closer to Varian's jaw and near his ear, all while he continues to feel up his ass. He'll murmur to him, egging him on between his hot and heavy panting]
I can handle it, you don't have to hold back.
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He braces one hand on the bed beside Jun's shoulder, the other still busy working his lover's cock, as he pushes his hips forward in a solid, firm thrust in. He cries out against the crook of Jun's neck as his knot finally drives home- feeling it tighten in the muscle of Jun's entrance, keeping him inside. He keeps rocking into him, the movements becoming more erratic as he gets close to the edge- with everything they've done to each other all night, it's a miracle he's held on as long as he has (there's something to be said about bloody minded stubbornness) but he's finally racing towards climax.]
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When Varian does that firm thrust and knots into him, he has to stop nipping at Varian's neck, as his head falls back against the pillow and he howls out. The feeling of Varian fully inside him and the way he keeps rocking faster into that spot- the sheer pleasure of it is overwhelming to the point he can practically see stars.
He'll keep meeting his thrusts, now urgent and as frantic as Varian's are becoming. He's clinging harder now, with claws scratching the skin just so. He's too far gone to even try to keep the monster instincts at bay.]
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The claws in his skin are the last straw for him. He feels the release building up in him and all he can do is cry against Jun's neck as a warning before he pushes himself in and cries out his release into him. His hips jerk a couple more times, as he rides it out, sucking in heaving breaths as he comes back to earth.]
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As he feels the rush of Varian releasing into him, he's not long after. His hips will buckle and his back will arch as his own cock once again spills cum out, all while he cries out Varian's name.
When the intense ride starts to even out, he falls back onto the bed panting and worn. Arms will wrap around Varian to pull him close, as he nuzzles into the crook of his neck. There's a sound that similar to purring coming from his throat.]
How was it?
[He...has a pretty good idea how he feels, but this was varian's first time. He wants to make sure he's okay, after everything]
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He releases Jun's cock, not caring for the mess on his hand or their stomachs, curling bonelessly into his lover as he feels his heart rate return back to normal. He returns the nuzzle, loving the feel of the purring vibrating out of Jun.
It takes a moment for the knot to go down as his cock finally softens enough to pull carefully out of him- then return to the cuddling. ]
That was amazing. I didn't realise it'd feel that good. [He presses a kiss to just under one of Jun's ears.] What about you? Are you okay? [There's a pause, because he really was winging the vast majority of this:] Was I okay?
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He can't help but smile and will turn his head so he can kiss Varian's cheek before he nuzzles him some more, the purring continuing.]
You were more than okay. [Especially considering it was Varian's first time] I loved every minute of it.
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But he's improved enough (and frankly, trusts Jun enough) to accept his word for it. He nuzzles Jun back, his fingers moving to thread gently through his partner's hair, comforted by the purring.]
Oh. Good. Glad to hear it. [Definitely not how he expected his first time to go, but even he can be surprised sometimes, it turns out.] I did, too.
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He makes a pleased noise as what Varian says, before falling silent besides the soft purring. Partly its out of exhaustion, and partly out of enjoying the moment. Jun was never uncomfortable with a little silence.
It's a couple minutes before he speaks up again, feeling emboldened by the warmth of this moment.]
... Honestly, I've never been a big believer in the idea of soul mates. The whole idea that someone's born with a soul that's a perfect match with yours and you're destined to be together... it always felt too much like fate for my liking.
[Which, he tended to be a skeptic when it came to fate stuff too- fate didn't leave much room for free will]
But... I've been thinking, what if soul mates aren't born, but made? Our life experiences, our actions, our choices... each of those things, tempers and forges the shape of our souls over time. And if you're lucky, you can find a soul that's been forged in a way that matches yours.
[He'll move his head to look at Varian more properly]
At least, maybe that's what happened with us. Because tonight we've bared our souls... first through words, and then through the carnal flesh. And even though we broke nearly every first date rule ... it felt so right, every step of the way.
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He does open his eyes when Jun starts talking, shifting his head to look back, a small smile crossing his face.]
Yeah. I've never been a big fan of [oh woop, here come the fingerquotes] "destiny" either. I've seen it used way too many times to push people into something they don't wanna do or used as an excuse for them hurting people. Destiny's just a lazy way to avoid accountability for everyone involved.
[He absolutely does not believe in destiny one bit- he's seen how that bullshit ripped Rapunzel and Cassandra apart, how it nearly killed all of them. Destiny can go fuck itself, quite frankly.
But Jun makes a very different point. Varian hums softly as he considers this, resting his chin on his boyfriend's chest, feeling it ride and fall with his breathing as he mulls that over.]
...You know, that's a really nice way to look at it. I like that idea a lot better. It's less... foretold and more about the choices that led you to this point. Yeah- I can get behind something like that.
[He draws lazy circles with his finger on Jun's chest.]
Because you're right. I mean- I was pretty worried coming here tonight. I've got, like, so few friends. As in... people I actually trust. [Because once you've had your trust so thoroughly betrayed as Varian has, you don't make it a habit to let people get that close again. Earning Varian's trust is no small feat, he doesn't hand it over easily.] I was scared that at some point I was just gonna lose you and that'd be... pretty unbearable, actually. [Jun annoys the everloving fuck out of him on a regular basis, but he'd never want to lose that for anything, it's a regular part of his existence and he couldn't bear to be without it. Without him.] But it... really wasn't hard at all, once I got here. It really did feel right. Like... like, I dunno. A jigsaw piece falling into place, or something.
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You're right about that. Destiny's bullshit, as far as I'm concerned. Just how are stars trillions of light years away supposed to predict your future? Honestly.
[He could get into it further than that if he wanted, but he'll just leave that sentiment where it is. He rather not accidentally spill a divine secret
He meanwhile will start tracing patterns into Varian's back ]
...I was worried about too. I was scared I was going to lose a person who sees me so clearly over some dumb hormones. [Because what if they had tried, and there was nothing between them? No way it wouldn't make their relationship incredibly awkward.] But it's clear our worries were for nothing. Neither of us are going anywhere.
[He pauses, really debating saying something but.]
... Am I allowed to make wolf puns? [Look, he knows being a wolf a touchy subject, so he'll at least ask]
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[He is aware at least when to put the math away and he's pretty sure basking in the afterglow is not a time for math. He hums softly, tail wagging lazily at the attention paid on his back.]
Yeah. That would've sucked. I never would have forgiven them. The hormones, I mean. [He nuzzles into the crook of Jun's neck, pressing a little kiss there.] Nope. Sorry. You're stuck with me now. You may live to regret this.
[ The last one is a joke, given the little smirk on his lips. And then Jun says that and he squints, suspicious.]
...I am equal parts dreading what you say but I am too intrigued to know what you're gonna say to say no. So... sure?
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[So yeah please no post-sex math lessons, thank you.
But oh...he can tell that last bit is a joke. And he simply gives one of his grins, especially when Varian gives him the green light on his joke]
Haha... Not if I make you regret it first. [Here it comes, here comes the shitty joke. Jun will even lift his head to make sure he's shit eating grin is fully visible to Varian as he says it.]
Would you say tonight was about.... tying the knot?
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[He sees Jun's shit eating grin and prepares for the worst. He knows there's always nonsense when that grin appears.]
2/3
The.
Knot. ]
3/3
Oh my god, you're the worst
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You gave me permission to say it!
[Consent was given!!
As Varian faceplants on his chest, he'll reach over and start scratching one of Varian's wolf ears.]
I really did like that part.
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[The lesson is not learned, he'll fall for it again. He whines softly as his ear is scratched, his tail wagging for the attention. He snorts in amusement.]
Yeah, I kinda got that impression. I didn't know you could make sounds like that.
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[He knows. He knows Varian will fall for it again. Jun will keep scratching his ear, smiling at the reaction]
Neither did I, actually. But it was the first time I've been on that end of things.
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