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FROM: SUBJECT: JUN & HARU Hey Var, do you got a moment? JUN Just so you know, I'm fine, but I might be harder to contact. EVE Hey Varian, are you on this train? JUN Hey honey, where are you? GIL The Cube 4 GIL The Cube 3 JUN Hey Var, is this a good time to run a rather personal ethical dilemma by you? JUN Oh hey, lumber! GIL The Cube 2 GIL The Cube 1 RATIO Some while back... JUN I'm fine, I went to my room. KNI I am sorry. RATIO I will be going back to teaching on Monday. NOCTIS you okay there? JUN Date BLADE Varian. How are you doing? NOCTIS hey, you’re an engineer. JUN birthday NOCTIS hey, it's noctis. from the park? BLADE A little bird told me... ZHONGLI Hello. This is Zhongli BLADE This is Blade. Jusis told me to find you... ROSE You’re Varian, right? AMAL Loser gets adopted FERN Heyyyy V, you busy? DANNY Birthday AMAL Happy nameday to the best scientist I know! JUN Are you busy? There's something I wanted to ask you. AMAL hey varian FERN hey i just realized something great DANNY Hey. I know you're probably busy with everything... ZODIAC Happy Holiday from Zodiac! CLAUDE Hey Varian. You there? ZELOS Heeeey Varian! I'm sure you're busy... FIVE I know you might be busy right now but... FERN heyyy, did you see that guy...

TO: SUBJECT: JUN Two questions. BLADE Hey, hey hey, Blade. JUN Birthday VASH I figure it's probably about time we talk, huh? JUN 愛してるよ ???!!! AMAL Dad? You home? JUN Forgt anyting nuice I said aboout space KNI Happy birthday, Kni! MIKLEO Hey, Mikleo. Jun said it'd be okay to message you... YUUKI So hey, do you think you could... JUN So. Uh. That happened. ELLIOT Hi, Elliot. Can I talk to you about something? AMAL Dad, something happened to Fern. DANNY Hey, Bud. I've got some bad?? news? EVE Hey, Eve. I wanted to make sure AMAL Happy birthday, Dad! AMAL Hey, could I get your opinion on something? VASH Hi there! Texting ahead of time like you asked. FERN Happy birthday, you. FERN Day of Hearts WILL Hey, Will. When are you free? I've got your... ELLIOT ...Hey, Elliot. Can I ask your advice on something? SNOW Hey, you available? ELLIOT Elliot? I'm- I'm really sorry to bother you... AUGUST Hey. Can I ask a follow-up question after my last one? DANNY Hey. There's something important I need to talk to you about. FIVE Hey, I was thinking we should probably talk MOANA Hey. Remember me saying we probably needed to talk... ELLIOT Um. Hey. I wondered if we could talk. AMAL Hey. Are you busy? Can we talk? HUNTER Just so you're aware... AUGUST Can I ask some advice? DANNY Hey, Danny! I think I've figured out something... KEN Hey! The figure you wanted is all finished.

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[whiteshroud]

[Varian pleading was like music to his ears. There was a thrill in knowing he can make Varian get this worked up, this unraveled.

But he'll be good, and actually get down to business. Wrapping his fingers across Varian's cock to make sure he has a good hold of it, he'll lean his head forward. Both to test it out and tease, he'll lick the tip first to watch Varian's reaction. The taste is well... it's what you'd expect, but Jun isn't put off by it.

At least, it won't stop him from next wrapping his lips around the head of the cock, moaning as he takes it into his mouth. Half-lidded eyes will glance up at Varian, fully interested to see how he'll react. ]

[droptheious]

[Varian really didn't know what to expect from this. It's a million miles from whenever he's experimented himself with his hand. As Jun's tongue touches the tip, it's like feeling fireworks go off in the back of his head, his breath catching as he arches into the touch.

And just as he feels like it can't get any better, Jun parts his lips and takes the tip of his cock inside. His moan joins Jun's as his eyes close, tilting his head back as he gets lost in the feeling of being inside his partner's mouth. His thighs tremble from a concentrated effort not to start bucking into him immediately, to greedily take more of warm, wet feeling surrounding his cockhead. ]

[whiteshroud]

[Varian's clearly losing it, and Jun was reveling in every second of it. Once he gets used to the feeling of cock in his mouth, he'll start experimenting with it- licking various parts and sucking on him as he can. Then, little by little he starts taking more in the mouth. He's never had much of a gag reflex, so it'll probably be fine.

And really, Jun could take this clear victory in stride. He could. But.

He won't. And so, Varian will hear a telepathic voice in his head as Jun continues to work him]

Are you holding yourself back? Because it looks like you're REALLY losing the lead now~

[This little shit.]

[droptheious]

[Varian is absolutely unravelling piece by piece. As Jun starts licking and sucking, his toes curl, his breath catching sharp and ragged. He can feel his heart thundering in his chest, every nerve ending on fire and as Jun starting taking more of him in his mouth, he feels he could probably got lost in this moment forever.

And then Jun's smug little asshole voice pipes up inside his head. It catches him slightly less off guard than the first time (largely because he's extremely distracted currently) but it does pull a groan out of him that's just bordering on a growl. He can't respond back with telepathy, so he knows he's going to have to say actual words, so he tries to push through the lust overtaking his brain to speak:]

Du hinterhältiger kleiner Scheißer

[Unfortunately, the words he grasps aren't English ones. English has gone away for a little while. He makes a frustrated noise in the back of his throat, vaguely aware that probably isn't helping, so he shifts a leg so he can press his heel- gently but still pointedly on Jun's back- to try and get the message across.]

Das werde ich dir heimzahlen.

[whiteshroud]

[Holy shit, he knew he'd get a reaction out of Varian, but he wasn't expecting the guy to start spewing full-on German. His own German wasn't up to par, so he can't tell EXACTLY what he said- but boy it sounded angry. And in response? He laughs. Which is a little awkward with a dick in his mouth, but it does cause more puffs of hot air to blow against the skin.

That is followed up with a moan as he feels that heel pressed against his back, which arches along with it. That's the spirit Varian! ]

Oh~? Plan to bring me under your heel? Go ahead and try~

[He'll tease him telepathically, right as he picks up the pace and intensity of his work on Varian's dick. He's really getting the hang of this]

[droptheious]

[It was very angry indeed, and the laughter does not help with that in the least- much less with the hot air on his skin from the action. He gulps down air, trying to find some semblance of control here, but it's becoming increasingly difficult.

Jun continues to be a smug little shit in his head, but before he can yell at him in German again for it, Jun speeds up and no words come out of his mouth, German or otherwise. Instead, a tight, desperate gasp scrapes its way out of his throat. He curls in a little, sitting more forward, so one hand can grasp blindly at Jun's shoulders, nails dig at his skin, though they grow sharper as they move. Varian is trying his damned best to keep the wolf in his head at bay, he's usually pretty good at it these days, when it's not a full moon, but Jun is pushing a lot of buttons all at once and instinct is starting to take over.

The heel at Jun's back presses in a little harder too, as Varian's hips start to move with Jun's mouth- loving every second of this despite also wanting to push Jun down a flight of stairs currently. It's an even fifty fifty right now. ]

[whiteshroud]

[He makes an audible gasp as he feels those nails dig into his skin, taking hold of him. Jun can tell that he managed to switch some flip, but he doesn't regret it in the slightest. The nail marks will heal by tomorrow, and in this moment? It feels thrilling.

Even though he has to adjust his head a little to keep himself from choking on Varian's moving cock? He quickly finds the spot and is eagerly moving along with the the hip movements, moaning and making other pleasured sounds along the way.

In fact he's getting heated enough that it's getting harder to ignore his own groin. His hand absently finds its way down there to start to touch himself over the lacy fabric, just to try to work out some of the burning feeling that was going on down there.]

[droptheious]

[Varian might feel a teeny, tiny bit bad about the nails once he's come to his senses. Maybe. Right now, he's trying to keep a tamper on just fully shifting, trying to ignore the snarling thing in the back of his mind that would really like to be set free.

More to the point, he can feel Jun dragging him to the precipice of release, he's so goddamn close to it and the temptation to let himself tumble over the edge of it is all too strong. But he knows that would mean Jun winning... something - his lust addled brain can't quite remember what currently, but he really doesn't want Jun winning.

His eyes drop to where Jun is fondling himself as a groan that's got a little too much growl peppered inside there rumbles out of his chest. A hand grips Jun's shoulder tightly to get his attention- and Varian has to struggle hard to find not only human words, but English ones.]

Jun. [Oh good, a name, even if it's gasped out, hoarse and needy. Words are working. His other hand pats the spot next to him on the bed.] Your turn.

[whiteshroud]

[Truth be told, Jun was getting so into the moment that for a bit there, all he was focused on was on what he was doing to Varian. He'd wondered if Varian was going to actually climax, and what he would do when that happened---

He hears his name and feels his hand gripping him tightly, snapping him to attention. Oh- Oh right. That's where he was.

He'll comply though. He'll give one last suck of Varian's cock before he takes it out of his mouth. His legs are the slightest bit shaky, but he'll manage to pull himself onto the bed as Varian wanted, eager to find out what the other had planned for him.

Though... it's at this time he notices the claws on Varian's hand. That explains the nails on his shoulders. ]

Your hands-

[Instead of shying away, he's taking that hand gently into his own and kisses the knuckles affectionately. It's okay]

Part of me thought this wouldn't be a thing until we got closer to the full moon, but guess not.

[He says in a casual tone, without any worry. So he's triggering his boyfriend's wolf side sooner than expected- that's fine]

[droptheious]

[Maybe if they hadn't egged each other into making this some sort of insane sex challenge, Varian absolutely would have tipped over the edge there. He's certainly close already, his cock hard and aching in a way it never does with his hands. He needs a minute to bring some semblance of sense in his head, and luckily Jun's comment about his hands does just that.

He takes a few calming breaths, notices Jun's shoulder and winces. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Jun is kissing the knuckles and talking about it like it's no big deal, but guilt still bites at the back of his head.]

S-sorry. I'm trying to keep it tapped down. [A nervous little laugh bubbles out of him.] Guess I got more worked up than I realised.

[whiteshroud]

[Ah, there was that anxiety again, even though both of them were already so worked up. Jun gives an affectionate laugh and a headshake at Varian's apology. ]

You're fine, Var. The wolf is part of you, and I knew that from the start.

[He'll kiss his knuckles again, while his other hand moves to hold onto his hand as well]

Would you like me to change as well? Might feel less self-conscious that way.

[droptheious]

[Turns out the anxiety can strike at any time, Varian's not a fan. He's spent since he became a werewolf doing his best to push it as far down as he possibly could, and here's Jun, just offering encouragement and acceptance like it's nothing. Just picking up all his anxiety about it and hucking it out of the way like it's the easiest thing in the world.

He squeezes Jun's hand, carefully, mindful of the claws. He had stipulated no wolf sex, but it's clear that's a lot harder to keep a hold of than he thought- it seems it'll come out no matter what he wants otherwise. But Jun has offered a simple answer to that and the wolf in the back of his head pushing forward again, because yes. Absolutely. His eyes darken a little- desire tugging him back to the task at hand- pushing past the anxiety and the shame to make itself known.]

Yes. I'd- I'd like that. That'd help.

[whiteshroud]

[He can push past it, because he gets it. The worries that come with being a monster, or with being a weapon. That you feel like you have to be in constant control, that you can't do anything that might risk scaring people off. It's a lot to deal with.

But Varian made it clear he wasn't afraid of him. Even after Jun made it clear he'd injured his last partner, that he was a weapon, Varian didn't shy away. How could he possibly turn Varian away after that?

Besides, even if something happened and Varian did scratch or bite him too hard... he'd just heal anyway.

So Jun will respond to Varian by giving him one more kiss on the knuckles before closing his mind, focusing on transforming into a carbuncle about halfway, so he didn't become too inhuman. His fingernails will grow to small claws in Varian's hands, his toenails following suit. His ears will become longer and much more fox-like, covered in green fur that matches his hair. Finally, his tail will appear, appearing like a green, fox-like tail.]

How do I look? I don't usually show this to others.

[Nor does he sit around nearly naked except a thong around others, but that goes without saying]

[droptheious]

[It was a terrifying thought, unfounded really- Varian has never actually hurt anyone as a wolf. Largely because as soon as it happened he got himself the hell out of dodge to never let it become a problem. He didn't have any control of himself during the full moon- what if someone was hurt? He can't risk it.

But hypocritical as he can be, he never thought the same for Jun. He would never brand Jun as a weapon or a monster or anything of the sort. Never in a million years would he do that.

...It's just a little harder extending that same kindness to himself.

Jun transforms and Varian watches, wide-eyed, taking in every part of him. He scoots a little closer, clawed hands tracing the edge of one of those ears, just brushing the fur with a feather-light touch. At the question, he leans in to press a kiss at the curve of Jun's jaw, just under one of those ears, murmuring softly over his skin.]

Like you could ever be anything but completely beautiful.

[whiteshroud]

[He makes an audible gasp and his ears twitch at the attention. He forgot how sensitive those things were, and it was even worse with how worked up both of them are. The tail will wrap around Varian, lightly brushing over his skin with its fur. ]

Haha... the same goes for you, you know.

[He'll move his head to nuzzle those ears against him a little. It's hard not to fall into animal mannerisms like this]

If it's too much, I'll tell you. [Throwing his words back at Varian, that's right] And even if you manage to hurt me by accident, I'd just heal.

So...don't be afraid, okay?

[droptheious]

[Varian makes a mental note of how Jun reacts when his ears are touched, storing that at the back of his mind for the future. Duly noted. When Jun's tail brushes against his naked skin, he lets out a soft gasp of his own, a flush crossing his face at the returned compliment.]

Th-thanks. That... means a lot.

[He lets out a soft whine at the nuzzling, feeling the press of the wolf in the back of his mind- more insistent now. Things might have been put on pause while Varian had a little freak out about the claws, but the mood was far from gone.]

Okay. I trust you.

[Words well flung, Jun. He nods, sucking in a deep breath, before concentrating- trying to keep at least a small life on the transformation. He doesn't want to go fully inhuman either, after all. His own ears lengthen, covering in dark fur. A tail of his own appears, a faint teal stripe on it to match his hair. He can feel the sharp teeth wanting to push through, but for now he fights them back. He has other uses for his mouth right now and he doesn't want fangs to get in the way.

He puts another kiss to Jun's neck, and while his nose stays human, the sense of smell rises, and he lets out a soft growl at the scents wafting off his partner. His cock shifts too, not that he notices right away, he's too busy focusing on Jun. He slides off the bed, couching on the ground. ]

Anyway. Like I said, your turn.

[ He presses a tiny kiss to Jun's inner thigh, trying his best to not go crazy at the smell of him as he slowly pulls that thong off of him. ]

[whiteshroud]

[He'll simply smile at the thanks, not really knowing how to respond to it. He doesn't think it's anything worth thanking, it was simply the truth.

But he won't have to fret about it now, as his attention is fully caught by Varian's own transformation. He's seen some of Varian's wolf features before, when they were younger, but.... boy, do they take on a whole new context here. ]

...Christ, you're hot.

[And unlike Varian, he does notice that shift in his cock. His tail wags without meaning to. Part of him is extra glad he conceded earlier, fuck.

But oh, right. Varian wants payback first. He snaps to attention, scooting closer so his legs are properly off the bed and spread. It hadn't really sunk in that Varian had meant to give him oral, until now]

I-It might have changed with the other- mm!

[He's cut off with a squeak as Varian kisses the inside of his thigh. Damn that's sensitive. And sure enough, as Varian pulls off his thong, he'll see that Jun's cock has shifted with his own monster transformation. Though just as before, it's just as hard and aching, and Jun can't help but shiver as it's exposed to the air]

[droptheious]

[Maybe if it had been anyone other than Jun saying that, Varian would have dismissed it out of hand. But he can have faith in Jun's estimations of him, so he lets out a soft little hum.]

Very much the same to you.

[Varian catches the tail wag, misinterpreting it as just general excitement for what's going on. His own tail thuds against the floor in a wag as he gets Jun good and naked. He eyes the cock, a small smirk crossing his face.]

So I see.

[He doesn't really know what he's doing here- but neither did Jun, and he set a pretty good example- besides, instinct is starting to pull at him now he's let the wolf out a little more. He leans in, trying to be sure to use the pad of his hand around Jun's cock- keeping the claws clear. He shifts his lips over the cockhead experimentally, trying to get a feel for how much he needs to open his jaw. Then, tip of Jun's cock in his mouth, he presses his tongue against the bottom of his partners cock, so the member rolls over it as he pulls his head back again. Varian's eyes flick up to Jun, watching his reaction- as he blows air slowly over the now wet- a repeat of the nipple trick.]

[whiteshroud]

[If a reaction is what Varian wants, then he'll get it. Jun's never been touched in this way before, so he doesn't know what to expect. And what he receives? Is intense. He immediately makes moaning sounds and moves his hips slightly forward before he stops himself.

Instead his fingers will reach out to grab the hair around Varian's wolf ears, the fingers brushing up against them. ]

[droptheious]

[Well, that was a delight to see. Varian lets out a pleased little noise in the back of his throat, the pad of his thumb pressing on the bottom of the base of Jun's cock. He moves in again, taking more of Jun's cock into his mouth, slowly shifting in and out, occasionally pressing his mouth against the lower part of the member again.

Jun's hands in his hair, so close to the ears makes him whine, vibrating around the cock in his mouth as he continues to move.]

[whiteshroud]

[Christ it's getting even more intense.

Jun starts going between whimpering and panting as Varian starts taking in more of his cock. Between all the stuff they've done to each other so far? Jun was already extremely worked up. So Varian taking him like this and being so thorough with his work was overwhelming.

So he can't resist as he starts shifting his hips again, nor can he stop the trembling as he feels the energy ready to burst out of him. He's really trying to hold it in, but from the way he'd clinging to Varian's hair and is shaking is a sign that it's a struggle.]

Ah- V-Varian-! I'm-

[ITS BORDERING ON NONSENSICAL, but at least he's TRYING to give warning. ]

[droptheious]

[The sounds coming from Jun are an absolute delight, and Varian's tail wags at the sound of them despite himself. He shifts his head a little, to accommodate Jun's moving hips, so he can continue to suck him of as he starts to come undone.

He can tell from the desperate movements, the fingers tightening in his hair, and Jun's voice cutting through it all that his partner is on the edge. He has a moment to decide what he's going to do about that, and settles on pulling Jun's cock further into his mouth, much as he can without gagging. Experimentally, he reaches with one hand to brush the pad of his thumb across Jun's balls. Gentle but insistent.]

[whiteshroud]

[If Jun was trying to hold on from going off the edge, then Varian basically walked up and pushed him off. The combination of feeling his cock being pushed further in, and his balls getting attention would've gotten a strong reaction on it own- but when paired up with everything Varian's doing and has been doing to him?

His entire body tenses, with one more thrust of his hips before it lets loose. One of his hands will remain in Varian's hair, while the other quickly reaches out and digs into his shoulder to brace himself. A wave of pleasure crashes through his body, and he lets out a cry of pleasure as cum spills out of his cock and into Varian's mouth.

Victory goes to Varian in... whatever this competition is meant to be.]

[droptheious]

[Sometimes, there needs to be no mercy, and this is one of those times. Varian can feel Jun tense, and is ready for when he finally tumbles into the abyss. One of his hands moves to Jun's lower back palm-flat, to support him as he braces himself.

The cry of pleasure is a reward in of itself, knowing he's managed to make Jun so very much undone. He's still very new to this, after all- he might be taking no small amount of smugness about this. He swallows down Jun's release- it's not exactly the most pleasant thing he's swallowed, but it's also not the worst thing either. Thanks, alchemy.

He'll enjoy the victory in... whatever, humming softly, giving Jun's cock one last suck before finally releasing him, pressing another wet, sticky kiss on his inner thigh.]

You good?

[whiteshroud]

[He's breathless as the climax slowly subsides, his body feeling slightly drained from the rush of it all. It felt amazing as hell, and perhaps he was going to say that as he collects his mental faculties and catches his breath...

At least, he was until he saw the smug look on Varian's face, and it sinks in what just happened.

Fuck. He's never going to hear the end of this, is he.]

... Yeah, I'm good. You're a quick learner.