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He's also appreciated Jun being a gentleman about it. As much as he enjoys the sex (and oh, he really enjoys it_ in their relationship, the early days of recovery would have muddied it up with all the trauma he was trying to deal with. He didn't want that for anything - so being able to just heal and not think about it has been very welcome indeed.
Except now he can't stop thinking about it. Every time Jun's touched him today, he's felt a jolt of desire, even for the most innocent of touches. He's had to tap down on himself a lot, as the growing wolf instincts press him to seek out more contact. To follow that pheromone-laden scent to his partner (his mate the wolf growls in the back of his skull) and do all manner of things to him. It's been increasingly difficult to control that as the day wore on. At one point, Jun kissed the top of his ear and he had to excuse himself to go stand outside without a coat on for a bit, hoping the chilly fall air would cool the heat burning through him after that. It had worked, right up until he returned to their room and Jun's scent hit his nostrils again and all that work was undone.
He's tried to keep a distance since that, but the need to be close keeps pulling at him. He's not sure what's happening to him, but he's pretty certain he's starting to lose to it. So he's very glad when Jun offers to teleport them away. The sooner they get out of the village, the better. He notices Jun is as flustered as he is- maybe it really is some earth element nonsense, brought to the surface by being within the spirit realm. That makes sense.]
I think that'd be best. We don't have to walk, then. Get us out there... quicker.
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He suppose it doesn't matter. He just knows he should probably get some things done before he fully loses his mind to lust. ]
... Alright, I just need to get changed then. You should probably remove anything you rather not get ripped. Not like anyone's going to see us.
[He'll grab the red riding hood dress he bought from his luggage, before beginning to remove his shirt. He doesn't seem to care he's doing it right in front of Varian. And if there was any question if he was worked up, both of his nipples being hard and erect, enough to make him shudder when the cold air of the cabin hits them- is probably a tip off. ]
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He nods, moving over to where he keeps his usual outfit for the full moon, just a flannel shirt and some slacks. They've got enough give in them to not completely shred when he changes fully. He'd been working on his own shirt, fingers trembling a little when he glances over at Jun and stops. His eyes drop to his partner's chest, to those pert nipples, and a rumble escapes from his chest. The wolf presses firmer into the back of his skull - desire rolling off him as he openly ogles his partner (his mate, his mate, his mate) getting undressed.
It takes an incredible force of will to not leap at him across the room, his legs had already started to crouch, ready to do just that. He tries to take a deep, calming breath, but the air is heady with Jun's scent and that made things worse. His fingernails turn to claws and he swears softly under his breath. So much for actually getting changed, then. He tries to focus on his clothes, managing to shrug the rest of his shirt off. The trousers are a little trickier, and he's struggling to unclasp his belt now his claws are in play. He whines, partly out of frustration, partly out of need.
He knows better than to ask Jun for help, though- he's pretty sure if Jun touched him right now it would be game over. He tears the belt- there's no saving that right now, and he's not especially attached to it, he can get another belt. He manages to shimmy his trousers off with no small feat, leaving him in just his underwear. He's very clearly worked up himself, nipples pert and half-hard in his boxers. ]
Please hurry. I- I don't know how much longer I can keep- keep a tap on this.
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Almost done.
[He'll get the dress on and kick off his pants and shoes. A red corset goes on next, but he's skilled enough at those to get them latched on fairly quickly.
He'll then grab his bag and pull out two potions- something he got from Undertown that'll help make the night easier. He'll down one of the potions, then walk over to Varian, offering it]
Here, drink this and then you can touch me all you want.
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You're stunning.
[ It's murmured, low and deep, almost reverential. Jun is the most beautiful person alive and for some insane reason, he chose him. Varian takes the potion, looking at it in confusion. Normally, he'd be all about experimenting on it, seeing the chemical makeup of it - or at least asking about it. But Jun drank it and he trusts Jun. Plus it's probably telling how worked up he is that he just downs the thing.
The permission given, he starts to reach out to touch Jun- but stops himself, hand trembling. He hasn't got a lot of sense remaining in his head, the wolf is growing ever louder and he needs to get this out before it's too late.]
J-Just remember, if things get dangerous, I- I want you to teleport out of there, okay? Please. I'm- I'm not all the way there when the full moon's up. I don't want to hurt you.
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But oh... he can see that worry. He'll swallow, deciding it's probably important to reassure him.]
I'll be okay, don't worry. [He reassures him, gently] What you're feeling right now is a heat cycle. It can happen when you have a partner nearby during a full moon. But it's perfectly normal.
If you'd prefer to be alone tonight, I can leave but... [He'll blush a little, feeling heated] If you're willing, I really want to mate with you.
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He listens to what Jun has to tell him, putting all he has into listening to what his partner has to say to him. He nods - a heat cycle that makes sense. That would explain why he's felt like this all day. Logic comes in and soothes his panic, and he welcomes it. This, he can work with. Now he understands.]
I don't want to be alone tonight, I just... wanted to know you knew to run... in case.
[In case something goes wrong. But Jun's reassurances have helped, and when he utters that, Varian closes the gap, his hand going around his waist, pulling him in close. A low growl rumbles out of his chest, his eyes shifting to become more wolflike.]
Yes. I'm very willing.
[And, pressing Jun close to him, he pulls him in for a heated kiss. There's no gentleness to it, to soft teasing. It's fierce - all tongues and teeth immediately. He's been burning up for this man all damn day, he can't keep a lid on it any longer.]
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I appreciate that, but it'll be alright. [He'll reassure him gently] I trust you, all of you. Whether you're a wolf or a man, I'm still all yours.
[They were mates, after all. And Jun knows that Varian wouldn't do anything to intentionally endanger him.
His breath hitches when Varian pulls him close. He'll eagerly kiss him back, showing the hunger he's been having well as he pulls his body against him. As much as he's tempted to have it out right here and right now- he knows how much Varian wants to make sure they're away from the village.
So using what willpower he has left, he teleports them both away. They'll reappear in a deep wooded area in Hyrule. There's a cave nearby if the weather requires it, but it's clear they're a long way out from any place a person would wander. He'll enjoy the kiss a few moments more before he makes a break in it]
Alright... we're safe now. Now remember, the less you fight it, the easier it is to keep control. You are the wolf, Var, it's not a possession.
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[Because if nothing else, he knows he can always put his faith in Jun. But Jun is right, Varian would never intentionally endanger Jun, not for anything. Because Jun was his everything. He'd die (again) himself first.
He's delighted when Jun returns the kiss, delving his tongue into his partner's mouth with a hungry growl. His hand moves to Jun's ass, pressing him in close, whining at the electricity of them being so close together, making his arousal all the more obvious. He very nearly does go at it right here - but luckily Jun has enough senses to drag them out into the woods. Varian really does feel safer out of the way. He should be cold, standing here in just his underwear, but he isn't, he's too hot and heavy for that.
He whines as Jun breaks the kiss, his breath coming out a lot heavier now. He can feel the pull towards his partner, his mate and it's maddening. He has to really focus hard to understand what Jun is saying to him. To not get swallowed up by lust and desire again.
Varian's been a werewolf for just shy of two years and he's never fully embraced it. Jun's helped- this past month. His complete acceptance (and, let's face it, downlight enjoyment) of it has eased some of the nerves he's had about the whole ordeal. He expects it's because he's terrified of losing control (of HURTING people) and so he fights against it, making it harder to keep control in turn. It's a vicious cycle he's not been able to pull himself out of for a long time.
So hearing "you are the wolf sure feels like.. something. Fo so long he has seen it as a possession, a thing he cannot control. An awful, animal part of him he is terrified of causing damage to innocent people. But here is Jun, just putting that out there like it's the easiest thing in the world.
You are the wolf.]
Thank you. [It's whispered softly, truly thankful as he leans in to kiss at Jun's neck- he can't help himself, the drive to be touching him is too much to hold back anymore.] I know I need to... to work on that. But I think I can manage that with you.
[And at least the affects of the heat are helping a lot there. It's taking the edge of his anxiety, as a more primal desire is taking hold. He nips at Jun's neck again, his teeth sharpening as he does so- steering his lover back against a tree, pressing him against it.]
Only you.
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So becoming a wolf, a being that didn't respond well to the constant control- that refused to be domesticated? Jun remembered being terrified the first few times it happened - which only made the entire situation worse. It took a bit to get him to fear it less, to learn to enjoy it for what it was: unbridled freedom.
And now, even if he's lost the ability to be a wolf, he can share that freedom with the person that matters most. ]
Mm... I'm here for you.
[He moans as he gets pressed against the tree and his neck nipped into, his head craning to immediately give Varian more space to work. Being pressed so close, it's easy to feel the other's arousal - and Varian will be able to feel his in turn. His inhibitions rapidly degrading as they get into it, and so he'll move to wrap his arms around Varian's neck as his legs wrap around his waist, so his entrance is very much near Varian's cock]
You've been such a good boy today, why do we get to what you really want~?
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No. Varian loves him for it.
Jun's moan pulls one of his own out him, especially feeling Jun's arousal so close to his own. It's maddening, and Jun and his scent is so close, invading every part of him. He nips lightly at the crook of Jun's neck, and as Jun's legs wrap around him he rips off his underwear, discarding them on the ground to be forgotten.
Something about being called a good boy tips him over the edge. Normally, he tried to fight the change so hard, to cling onto his last vestiges of humanity before the werewolf form takes over completely. But Jun is driving him beyond distraction and he can't hold back. So for once, he just lets it happen- you are the wolf.
It happens quickly, easier than usual - his body shifting as he keeps Jun pinned to the tree, his human form giving way to his full werewolf form. His tail wags, because Jun is here, and he's ready and he can't ignore the heat in his gut that's become a raging fire anymore. He nuzzles at Jun's neck with his muzzle, before shifting his hands to his ass, to better support him.
Then, nipping and licking at Jun's neck, he pushes his cock into his entrance, pushing him up against the bark of the tree as he does so. A few small remainders of sense in him is glad for the potions Jun bought - they have made this easier, trying to lube him up the traditional way absolutely would not have worked - not with how worked up they are, not with how many claws are involved now. He keeps pushing in, driving deep and as slow as he can, his teeth at his mate's neck. He rumbles a low growl of approval as he feels Jun tight around him. Words don't come as easy to him like this, but he can certainly manage one:]
Mine.
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While one hand gripes onto the fur on his back, the other hand will reach up to pet the streak of blue.]
You're stunning, Var.
[It's said with full sincerity, with awe. He'll make soft pleased noises at Varian's nipping and licking his neck, turning his own head to nuzzle against the side of Varian's face.
Though, such gentle moments are quickly put aside as he feels the cock push into his entrance. His head falls back against the bark of the tree, and he lets out a long moan. He's not sure if it was from lack of prep done, or if it grew with the transformation, but the cock felt bigger than he remembered from last time. Not that he minded at all, and in fact he's eagerly shifting his hips downward to take in as much of he can of Varian. The heat burning inside him needed to feel his mate inside him.
His own human form was starting to peel away, with his ears shifting first. He was hoping to maintain human form during this first round since the sun hadn't quite set, but it's really hard to focus in this situation. Especially when Varian says that, which makes his face burn and have a small purr roll out of his throat.
But since he is in the red riding hood dress and trying to make sure they both maintain sanity, he might as well commit ...even if he's having to take deep breaths to even talk anything beyond moans ]
A-Ah... Is that so, Big Bad Wolf~? Grandma said I should stay on the path, but... I got so curious.
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So he stills, when Jun calls him stunning, his ears perking forward at the touch, at how honest Jun is in his words. He nuzzles at Jun's jaw gently- taking a moment to sort through the wolf-thoughts to form words.]
Thank you.
[ He doesn't even try to deflect it with compliments to Jun this time. This once. Words are a lot harder for him like this and that works in their favour.
The sounds Jun makes as he enters him make his fur on his neck stand on end. He growls low, slowly bucking his hips to meet Jun's as he moves them down. He pulls back, and then pushes in further, angling himself deep, aiming for that spot he know will make his partner fall apart. When the ears appear, Varian leans up to nuzzle at them, front teeth nipping lightly at the fur at the ear's base. He's certainly not making Jun's quest to maintain a human form any easier.
When Jun starts with the roleplay, he shifts one of the hands on his rear under the seam of the dress. Claws lightly scrape at Jun's thighs, before his hand moves to take hold of Jun's cock- carefully, at the paw-pads. He starts to stroke him, slowly, pointedly, in time with his upwards thrusts.]
You know... what they say... about curiosity.
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But boy Varian is definitely not making his quest to maintain human form easier. Those teeth on his ears feel good, making them flick forward and nuzzle his head against Varian's right back as he makes pleased breathing sounds.
And then there was the thrusting. When Varian thrusts in and hits that spot, Jun sees stars. His body arches in response and he lets out a loud cry of pleasure- not caring at all about the volume. His claws come in as it happens, now scratching at the spots he was feeling before.
His brain only short-circuits again when Varian scrapes at his thigh and finds his cock. He's hard, his cock twitching in response to the feeling of getting stroked by paw pads. It's a different feeling than human fingers, but it's a feeling he clearly likes by his gasps.]
What... are you going to do to me~?
[Even if this is a roleplay, he doesn't even try to sound frightful. Instead his voice is dripping with desire, with excitement.]
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At his mate's cry, he growls, a pleased rumble in the back of his throat. He angles his hips, continuing to fuck his partner in strong, firm thrusts, unrelenting, determined to hear more sounds like that coming out of him, thrilling at the feel of being inside him. At Jun's question, a laugh rumbles out of him, nipping at his lover's neck and collarbone.]
Gonna mate you... all night long. [He's trying his best to remember words but it's a lot harder the more he lets his wolf part take over. The paw pad of his thumb shifts to the head of Jun's shaft, moving on top of it in rough, circular motions as the rest of his hand continues to pump him.] Wanna hear... how loud you can get.
[He can feel the base of his own cock expanding, so he uses the hand that's on Jun's ass to angle him just so, before giving a rough, solid thrust in- trying to get as deep as he can as the knot seals him inside. Once he's knotted in, he keeps pushing in, aiming for that sweet spot each time, playing with his partner's member as he does so, determined to see Jun come undone.]
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A mate who right now was doing his very best at driving him further into the impulses. The strong thrusts were rocking him to his very core, causing him to cry out- each one sounding less human and more animal-like in voice as Jun continued to unravel. His body continued to change, with his hands and hands becoming more paw-like, paw-pads forming on the base and fur beginning to grow in.
And that answer... it sent a thrill down his spine, his heated fox mind excited by it. Padded hands and claws run down Varian's back, towards his rear, while he continues playing with his nipples]
Ha... I'd like that. I'm all yours for the taking.
[He then feels that knot expand out, locking Varian's cock in him. In this state, it feels even more intense than before. He howls out, his head falling back. Claws grip on tight to Varian as he gets thrusted into, his body shaking and becoming more undone with each hard thrust as he rolls his hips into it with an overwhelming need. Precum is dribbling from his cock, and as the cries get more erratic- it's clear Jun's pretty close to climaxing at this rate]
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He's revelling in watching Jun's changes trickle in, bit by bit, and he's adoring the sounds coming out of his mate. Feeling Jun so tight around him is driving him to absolute distraction, especially now his knot is keeping him feely inside, he keeps breathing in huge lungfuls of his lover's scent, feeling it envelop him, driving him onwards. Jun's hand at his ass pulls a pleased rumble out of him as he continues to thrust upwards.
He can feel himself teetering close to the edge himself, but he wants Jun to go first. He wants to watch it happen. The hand around Jun's cock shifts, so the pads of his fingers can press against his balls as he strokes his shaft in time with his thrusts - though he's having to put more effort in keeping that controlled, his hips shaking with the effort to not fall out of tempo. He gives Jun's ass a squeeze, as he leans in to nip gently at one of those foxy ears, murmuring low into it. ]
Come on, Geliebte. Let go. I want... to see you.
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So, he'll give Varian what he wants. Jun'll fall over the edge, claws gripping tightly as he thrust his hips as far as they'd go onto Varian's cock. He lets out a loud howl, that sounds much like Var's name, as cum spills out of his cock and onto Varian's hand and the hem of his dress. The waves of pleasure hit him hard, making his head fall back.
And when he finishes riding through it, it's... different from their previous times. Sure, he definitely feels that feeling of euphoria that comes with release, and he's panting rather hard - needing a moment to catch his breath. But underneath that? He still feels the heat, that persistent instinct inside him driving him to mate. Varian can even still feel it with Jun's cock, which is harder than it normally would be at this point.
This night really was only just beginning.]
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He howls himself, pushing in as deep as he can as he releases into his mate. It takes a few more thrusts of his hips to ride out the climax before he stills, nuzzling and licking at Jun's neck, at his jaw. It's only then that he realises that Jun's still hard- and that the heat coiling in his own stomach has not gone away. Nothing has been sated in him, it's still as demanding and loud as it was at the start of the night.
He shifts his feet with a soft, needy whine- his knot still thick and tight inside Jun's entrance. The friction from trying to pull out pulls a gasp out of him, sending another shock of pleasure up his spine- his cock firming up from what little hardness it had lost in climax. He pants against Jun's neck, his hips rising to rut against him once again, out of instinct if nothing else.]
It's... not going down. [He wines again, teeth scraping against Jun's neck.] Jun, I- I still need you.
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He doesn't have it in his mind to question why Varian is still knotted in him until Varian tries to pull out. He makes a whine sound as the shock goes through him too, flaring up that heat even more - almost like it was trying to discourage them from stopping.]
Y-Yeah, me too. [He sucks in a breath, finding it a little more difficult to breath in this outfit. Blinking away from Varian in the first time in a bit, he notices that the lighting is well at the last lights ] I-I need out of this outfit, I can't hold human form much longer.
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Hold on.
[He pulls them away from the tree, whining at every movement as he's still deep inside his lover, sparks of pleasure and need blossoming as he feels Jun's body shift around him. He carefully steps back, one hand manoeuvring to support Jun's back, as he moves to sit down, keeping Jun firmly in his lap as he does so. Now safely on the ground, his legs stretched out in front of him and Jun safely sitting on him, he can free his hands for a more important task.
He nips gently at Jun's neck again, unable to resist a roll of his hips upwards as his clawed hands dig into the corset, careful not to snag Jun in the process.]
You wanted a bodice ripper.
[ It's said in a teasing, growling tone, before he pulls back with his hands, ripping at the corset, tearing it sideways off his mate, gladly freeing him of it.]
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By the time he's on Varian's lap, he's been hit with enough heat that he's already moving his hips with Varian's and kissing at his muzzle. It's only when Varian speaks up does his attention get caught.
Ah- right, the bodice. The thing he really wanted off him. He'll only nod in eagerness, before giving a yelp as Varian frees him of it, followed by a moan at the relief. Wanting this stuff off him as soon as possible, his own hands will let go of Varian momentarily to pull the dress off over his head and discard it.
As he does so, the rest of his body will begin to shift. Fur will cover his chest and stomach, and his tail will grow out and start wagging. And with his back expose, his white feathery wings will appear out of his shoulder blades, spreading and flapping.
He makes a little bit of a huff sound, the red carbuncle crystal appearing on his forehead. ]
...That's about as far as I can transform without risking getting smaller. Hopefully it'll be enough for the moon. This was easier when I was a wolf.
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The bodice discarded, Varian watches with unabashed awe as Jun transforms more, his own tail wagging in delight at the sight of him. His hands slide up Jun's chest, fingers splaying to play through the fur there are they move upwards. When he speaks, his voice is quiet, awed.]
You're beautiful.
[The hands move up to Jun's back, the pads of his fingers brushing over the base of his partner's wings, before moving up to stroke across the wings as much as he can reach- the touch extremely gentle. He leans in to nuzzle Jun's jawline, kissing best as he can with the muzzle. His hips rise again to meet Jun's, obeying the pressing instance to mate. He murmurs softly against Jun's skin as he does so. ]
You're so beautiful.
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His wings stretch at the touch, making him shiver at touch of such sensitive appendages. His body will move to press against Varian, returning the nuzzles from Varian's muzzle with kisses to the side of the muzzle. ]
And you're incredible.
[The urge to mate is ever present, so he'll start roll his hips down, picking up the rhythm- moaning each time Varian's cock moves deeper into him. His hand will move up to scratch and pull at Varian's ear. ]
You probably didn't even noticed, but it's after sundown and you've managed to stay entirely yourself.
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He makes note of Jun's reaction to his wings being touched. He brushes his hands over them again, before dipping down to the wing base again, pressing in a little firmer here, clawtips moving through the tighter-knit feathers there.
He growls in delight as Jun's hips meet his, finding a steady rhythm easily, fireworks going off in the back of his head with each thrust, from the joy of instinct being indulged in. He leans into the touch, closing his eyes for a moment, before they open in realisation.
Because no. No, he hadn't even noticed. He turns his head away from Jun and yes, the sun has indeed gone down, and for once, he's fully conscious, fully in control of his thoughts and actions. It doesn't feel like he's passed out and let something else take control. He's still just...him. ]
Oh. [ It's murmured softly. ] I... I didn't realise. [He nuzzles against Jun's hand.] That's- that's never happened before.
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