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FROM: SUBJECT: JUN & HARU Hey Var, do you got a moment? JUN Just so you know, I'm fine, but I might be harder to contact. EVE Hey Varian, are you on this train? JUN Hey honey, where are you? GIL The Cube 4 GIL The Cube 3 JUN Hey Var, is this a good time to run a rather personal ethical dilemma by you? JUN Oh hey, lumber! GIL The Cube 2 GIL The Cube 1 RATIO Some while back... JUN I'm fine, I went to my room. KNI I am sorry. RATIO I will be going back to teaching on Monday. NOCTIS you okay there? JUN Date BLADE Varian. How are you doing? NOCTIS hey, you’re an engineer. JUN birthday NOCTIS hey, it's noctis. from the park? BLADE A little bird told me... ZHONGLI Hello. This is Zhongli BLADE This is Blade. Jusis told me to find you... ROSE You’re Varian, right? AMAL Loser gets adopted FERN Heyyyy V, you busy? DANNY Birthday AMAL Happy nameday to the best scientist I know! JUN Are you busy? There's something I wanted to ask you. AMAL hey varian FERN hey i just realized something great DANNY Hey. I know you're probably busy with everything... ZODIAC Happy Holiday from Zodiac! CLAUDE Hey Varian. You there? ZELOS Heeeey Varian! I'm sure you're busy... FIVE I know you might be busy right now but... FERN heyyy, did you see that guy...

TO: SUBJECT: JUN Two questions. BLADE Hey, hey hey, Blade. JUN Birthday VASH I figure it's probably about time we talk, huh? JUN 愛してるよ ???!!! AMAL Dad? You home? JUN Forgt anyting nuice I said aboout space KNI Happy birthday, Kni! MIKLEO Hey, Mikleo. Jun said it'd be okay to message you... YUUKI So hey, do you think you could... JUN So. Uh. That happened. ELLIOT Hi, Elliot. Can I talk to you about something? AMAL Dad, something happened to Fern. DANNY Hey, Bud. I've got some bad?? news? EVE Hey, Eve. I wanted to make sure AMAL Happy birthday, Dad! AMAL Hey, could I get your opinion on something? VASH Hi there! Texting ahead of time like you asked. FERN Happy birthday, you. FERN Day of Hearts WILL Hey, Will. When are you free? I've got your... ELLIOT ...Hey, Elliot. Can I ask your advice on something? SNOW Hey, you available? ELLIOT Elliot? I'm- I'm really sorry to bother you... AUGUST Hey. Can I ask a follow-up question after my last one? DANNY Hey. There's something important I need to talk to you about. FIVE Hey, I was thinking we should probably talk MOANA Hey. Remember me saying we probably needed to talk... ELLIOT Um. Hey. I wondered if we could talk. AMAL Hey. Are you busy? Can we talk? HUNTER Just so you're aware... AUGUST Can I ask some advice? DANNY Hey, Danny! I think I've figured out something... KEN Hey! The figure you wanted is all finished.

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[whiteshroud]

[Jun will give him a little nod. He knows that Varian recognizes that it's hard to hear, and that he needs to work on it- so he's not going to push the subject more and berate him about it. Just so long as it's clear]

... Hey, you're just as patient with me. [He knows he has his bad days. Jun will give a gentle squeeze back] And I know you love me. You've shown me in countless ways how much you love me. It's why I'm comfortable enough to do so many things with you, because I feel safe when I'm with you.

Also, I accept your apology. You meant well, I know that. Mistakes are going to happen. So you can stop apologizing, alright?

[In other words, stop beating yourself up]

[droptheious]

[Varian appreciates Jun so very much. For how understanding he is, how willing he is to forgive him and give him room to grow and figure himself out. He knows that's something they share, though- he is always going to be willing to give Jun the same. It gives him some real hope they'll be able to navigate this life they're building together.

His smile softens, a little lopsided and goofy, his chest fluttering at the comment. ]

Really? Good, I... I definitely want you to feel safe with me. And I feel safe with you too. I know anything I did end up coming with, I'd be completely safe with you.

[Still, he accepts the request with a nod. He knows he doesn't need to apologise so much, even if he feels a compulsive need to do it more often than not. ]

I'll try to remember that, too. You're always welcome to threaten me with the ranch if I apologise too much, that's fair. You never know, it might actually sink in better.

[whiteshroud]

[He can't help but give a little snort at that remark about the ranch]

Nuh uh. The ranch must be used sparingly, or it'll lose effectiveness. I think I'll just settle for gentle reminders.

[Still, it's flattering to hear that Varian feels safe with him too. He'll turn back towards him, inching a bit closer once more so they're in cuddling proximity again.]

Ha... yeah. The worst I'll tell you is no. As for figuring out what you want, if you really don't know... we could always try with starting small.

[droptheious]

Oh, I see. You're keeping that one in your back pocket until you really need it. Duly noted. I'll know I'm really in for it if you pull the ranch out.

[ It's said teasingly, the nervous, unhappy energy starting to dissipate again. As Jun moves a little closer, his free hand reaches out to brush gently through Jun's hair. ]

That's fair. I can definitely live with that. [He hums softly. ] Small is good. Maybe give me like... options or something... while I figure it out. Let me walk before I run, y'know?

[whiteshroud]

Mm, that's right. If the ranch comes out, take warning.

[He says teasingly as well, giving a smile at Varian]

I think I can work with options. And remember, just decide what you're in the mood for at this moment. It doesn't have to be a permanent decision.

[Don't overthink it, in other words]

[droptheious]

[ That pulls a proper little laugh out of him. ]

I will accept my fate with minimal complaining.

[ WILL he, though?? That's the real question here. ]

I think that'd be easier. Get me used to the idea, y'know? And yeah, that's... very true. I'll try not to make it a big thing in my head.

[whiteshroud]

[He'll snort right back]

Yeah, right. You'll do a lot of complaining.

[He knows Varian better than that]

Atta boy. So... I'll start with an easy one: human form or wolf form?

[droptheious]

[ He raises his hands up in mock surrender. ]

Okay, okay, you got me, I'll do a lot of complaining.

[He hums softly, tilting his head. ]

That one is an easy one- wolf form.

[whiteshroud]

Endlessly. And you'll keep bringing it up long after it's over.

[He gives a small giggle.]

Knew you were a furry. [He says teasingly before he nuzzles the side of Varian's face affectionately]

Alright... then next question: who do you want to top?

[droptheious]

I might have a teeny, tiny problem with letting things go.

[The tiniest problem!!! He sorts in amusement, returning the nuzzle, glad for the contact and the closeness.]

Oh hush, you. You don't have to be so smug about it. [He doesn't, but he will. His hand moves again to brush along his partner's side. ] Not to give you a big head or anything, but I've been enjoying you on top tonight.

[whiteshroud]

Just a tiny one, huh?

[Exactly, he will] Oh really? Well, no promises about it feeding my ego, but I suppose I can do that for you again~

[droptheious]

[ Varian holds up a hand, the thumb and forefinger pinched close together.]

A teeny tiny one.

[ He grins, leaning in to press a little kiss at Jun's jawline. ]

I guess I can live with running the risk of feeding your ego, because it is fun. It's worth it.

[whiteshroud]

[He'll snort before he reaches over to Varian's hand, and carefully with two of his fingers, get between Varian's thumb and forefinger to spread them out much further apart.]

Hmm.... More like that.

[He'll return his grin, turning and rolling his body over he's now on all fours over Varian. Teasingly, he'll scrape his claw on Varian's chest.]

Is that so? And what exactly makes it so worth it? The feeling of being knotted? The feeling of being dominated by your mate~?

[droptheious]

[ Varian watches as Jun reaches over, moving the thumb and forefinger- a laugh bubbling out of him, genuinely happy.]

You are fair and kind to me, and I will take this.

[That happiness only grows as Jun moves over him, Varian's hand shifts, tracing along Jun's shoulders and down to the small of his back, arching into his partner's touch. ]

Oh, yeah. Very much yes on both those. What's the modern slang? I like to be stepped on a little bit. I enjoy you putting me in my place sometimes.

[ He raises his knee, slow and deliberate, so it can press teasingly against Jun's member, his grin widening.]

Only sometimes, mind. Because the other times I enjoy putting you in your place. Pretty sure you enjoy that, too.

[whiteshroud]

[Oh good, he got him laughing again. The tension from their argument was fading away, and he'll smile back at him]

Glad to hear it.

[He shivers and arches his back as Varian's hand moves down his spin. There's a brief expression of surprise when Varian admits to liking being stepped on and put on his place- he hadn't expected Varian to admit that. But his face then shifts back into a smile]

You like that, huh? [While one hand is still on his chest, the other will move up to scratch behind Varian's ear- as if rewarding him for his honesty] So did you like it when I call you "mine"?

[He didn't see that knee coming, so he makes a surprised noise at him. Not that he dislikes it- quite the opposite. Without thinking about it, he's already shifting his hips back to rub against it. Canine instincts man]

Ah- [Right, words] ... Yeah, I do. It's really hot when you take charge sometimes.

[droptheious]

[Jun has, indeed, succeeded in easing the tension again, as Varian starts to relax again - putting aside the anxiety over all of that now they've talked it out- glad he feels safe enough with Jun to talk it out. He snickers at the look of surprise - perhaps Jun deserves a little honesty for helping him weather this latest emotional storm.

His tail wags as Jun scratches behind his ear and he leans up to nip gently at his partner's jawline. ]

I did, actually, I liked that a lot. [He adds a little pressure to his nips, scraping his teeth lightly against the skin of Jun's jaw. ] Because I am yours. All yours.

[ He's pleased with Jun's reaction, shifting his knee more, encouraging the rubbing. ]

Is that a fact? Good to know. Lucky for us we enjoy switching that up then, hmm?

[whiteshroud]

[The honesty is appreciated, truthfully. He smiles and makes a pleased sound at those nips. His own tail is wagging at the news]

Ha- you know, I was actually holding back because I didn't want to sound overly possessive. But if you like that... [He'll move to start nipping at Varian's neck, all while that hand continues to pay attention to his ear] Mm, you are mine.

[He does keep up the rubbing, his erection getting harder as he does so. ]

Mmhmm... it keeps up in check, I think. [But he's not about to let Varian win, as he shifts his own knee to press up against Varian's member, similar to what his mate is doing to him] Liiiike, right now.

[droptheious]

[ Varian's breath catches as Jun starts to worry at his neck, he obediently tilts his head back, giving his mate better access to it, his eyes closing for a moment, enjoying the attention to his ear just as much. It's taking all his willpower not to jiggle his leg at the motion like a dog.]

I do, no- no need to hold back. I like you being possessive over me, it's nice. Very welcome.

[Varian does love feeling wanted and that sure feeds into that in the best ways. He can feel Jun reacting to him, so he keeps it up. When Jun returns the favour, a needy groan escapes his lips, his hips rising to press against his mate's knee, seeking more pressure as his own cock hardens in response. ]

A-hahh. It- it sure does do that. [ His hand on the small of Jun's back slides down to lightly grope his ass. ] Speaking of, something I do still wanna try is that tying up thing you floated last month. Not - not right now, obviously. [ He groans, shifting his hips again. ] Buuuut definitely still on the table for me.

[whiteshroud]

[Varian's clearly enjoying himself from the looks of it, which Jun can't help but smile so fondly at. As well as Varian's reassurance he like those kinds of things. Jun knew he could be the possessive-jealous type. It wasn't his greatest personality trait, but to hear that Varian was not only okay with that, but liked it...]

... I'll keep that in mind. And it goes both ways too. I'm all yours.

[They can be possessive of one another, in other words. He's continuing to rub against Varian's knee. When that hand moves to grope his ass, he starts to practically hump him in those moment- letting out whine sounds as he does so. At the same time, he's making sure to give it right back to Varian]

O-Oh yeah? [He perks up. He had never forgotten about that, but now that Varian reminded him? Well, he's all ears] Haha- y-yeah I don't want to get rope. [Not now] But... maybe next time? After tonight, I'm sure I'll need to be put in my place. So you could tie me up one of these trees and...

[Well. You know]

[droptheious]

[Varian has definitely noticed those tendencies of Jun's, but he finds them endearing, in all honestly. He's charmed by someone he loves so much being possessive over him. He only has eyes for Jun anyway, so he figures it's a relatively harmless trait to indulge his partner in. ]

Oh, I know. [He gives Jun a gentle nip of his own at his partner's neck. ] I know that you're all mine and I plan to keep it that way.

[ Varian isn't normally a possessive person, but knowing he has someone who he can be possessive over is one hell of a turn on. Speaking of, that sure is a reaction he's getting out of his mate, and he needs more of it. One hand stays on Jun's ass, squeezing and groping it, as the other slides down to take his member in hand, giving him slow, purposeful strokes. ]

Yeah, not right now, we're busy right now. [He presses a gentle bite on his partner's collarbone. He's very pleased this is going down well.] Hmmmmm, I agree. Much as I like you getting a big head, you'll definitely need to be reminded you're not always in charge here. It can be fun~

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[whiteshroud]

[He can't help but give the most loving look as Varian says that. There was something so elating to know someone wanted you as much as you wanted them. His hand will move down from his ear to the side of his face]

And that way, it'll stay. No matter what form I take, I can feel your love for me. And I know I'll always be in love with you.

[Man, woman, human, wolf- Varian always sees him as Jun. The loving look in his eyes never changes. Just like his own feelings for him never changes. ]

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[whiteshroud]

[Though, that sweet moment doesn't last too long, as Varian sure is doing a good job with working him up. He gives a surprised bark as he starts getting stroked and groped at the same time. He's moving his hips to try to get more of that feeling- his brain short circuiting as that new wolf brain really wants to get into instincts. ]

Var- [Damn you. He has to take a breath to calm his thoughts]

I think you need to learn that lesson yourself at this moment. Spread your legs, now.

1/2

[droptheious]

[ Varian's face heats up under Jun's hand as that look is levelled at him. His heart feels tight in his chest at the words being said to him. Because Jun is right, Varian's feelings for him are unwavering, no matter what form Jun takes. Jun is always Jun to him, and he loves Jun with everything he has. ]

Of course. You're always gonna mean the world to me, no matter what. That's never gonna change.
I love you so much.

[He'll lean up to press the gentlest of kisses on Jun's lips.]

Sorry, Nightroad, you're never getting rid of me. You're stuck with me forever.

[droptheious]

[ Sweet as the moment is, though, it's an absolute delight to watch Jun's brain short circuit. Given how much Varian is grinning from ear to ear, it's clear how much he's enjoying that. He keeps pumping, encouraging his mate to rut at his hand.

A thrill travels up his spine at the order, visibly shivering with anticipation. He gives Jun's member one last long stroke, running his thumb pointedly over the tip, his eyes sparkling with a challenge. Then, giving Jun's ass an encouraging squeeze, he complies, spreading his legs wantonly. ]

Oh? You gonna show me a thing or two, mein Schatz?

[whiteshroud]

[He'll laugh gently as he returns that gentle kiss]

You know, I'm okay with that, Vasiya.

[But with the passing of that loving and tender moment, comes the other part of their relationship: constantly competing against each other. He groans at that final stroke- both out of pleasure, and both out of annoyance because he SEES what you're doing mister. ]

Something like that.

[With Varian's legs spread, Jun will get up on his knees, his erect cock fully visible. He'll lift up Varian's legs, moving them to wrap around his waist to help prop him up. To help support him, he'll let go of Varian's face in order to move to grab onto Varian's ass- which he'll fully take a moment to grope in return.

He'll then push his member into Varian. With it being the second time tonight, he doesn't take it as slow as before. And thanks to angle, it's easier to get even deeper than before and hit that sweet spot]

How's that feel~?