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droptheious) wrote2022-04-30 07:37 pm
droptheious) wrote2022-04-30 07:37 pm
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Hey Noctis.
Yeah that whole thing was terrible. Really, mad space has been ruined forever for me. I'm... getting there? Trying to figure out how to be okay. My boyfriend took me out to Hyrule to relax for a week or so. To try and decompress, y'know?
How about you? How are you coping?
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worked on my video game. trained my pokemon. avoided dead space (the video game), you're not the only one space has been ruined for.
if you want, i could send you the game i've been working on. we're close to early access now, so it's more polished than it was.
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I do not blame you if you chose to never play that game again for the rest of your days. I think that's super fair. I think we're allowed to call veto on all space things for at least a year. We've earned that.
...You know what, that'd be nice. Sure. I'd happily give it a try.
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……we fished up a luxury car that i used to own in a past life. no actual fish, which i admit i’m annoyed about.
y e a h. that’s the worst part of all this tbh, besides all the death and trauma that i absolutely can’t tell my normal therapist. can’t be excited about space horror now because of that bullshit ship.
[It takes a moment, but the next message is just a file entitled: FishingFantasyv0_899_final.exe]
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[Something he can never really make up for, he's pretty sure he couldn't have handled that alone. And then Noct says that and Varian's just kinda. Staring at the screen for a moment.]
I'm sorry, did you say that you fished up a car? Like. Is it even still functioning?
My therapist understands the paranormal at least, but she's not on the app, so I'm not completely sure how I can talk about everything. It's tricky.
But hey, thanks for the game!
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yes. and no, it wasn't functioning, so we had to push it all the way out onto the road and call a truck to get it repaired. it's as good as new now, though.
there's just so much that happens to people on the app that only happens because of it, and all of it is hard to explain without that context. and if you even try to give that context it just sounds kinda ridiculous.
you're welcome. it should be complete, if a little glitchy.
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Oh good, otherwise I would have come and taken a look at it once I came back to the city.
You really do, and I know they're not here to judge us or anything but man, you really do feel like you're sounding like a crazy person a lot of the time.
I'm sure it'll be fine. Give me and Jun something to do.
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right??? "i promise i'm not crazy and this actually happened" is probably like, something they're used to hearing from people who ARE crazy.
it'll be fun. lmk if you run into a glitch that breaks or softlocks the game and i'll patch it.
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And you just do not wanna end up being taken away or put on a watchlist or something!
Will do, happy to test this out for you, Bud!
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and if you've stuck around long enough, you kind of can't help but watch what you're saying, too, right? because your new normal is so far off theirs that you've got no idea how to talk about your problems in detail.
hah, thanks. with the number of people i keep sending this game to i keep thinking i should pay you all for the qa testing.
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[He's gonna have the BEST time with this!! ]
Exactly! And you really do not realise what you're saying is so off-kilter until they're looking at you like you've grown an extra head and you realise that "oh, that might not be normal, actually".
It's okay, I only charge for my actual work, this is just fun.