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[Fern does his very best to keep his anger under control, to not grab the nearest beaker and smash it. It's Varian's lab so he owns everything and he doesn't want to wreck the place because he can't control himself.
But it's hard. It's really, really hard, and he can't help the thorns rising up on his body. Maul has been just as controlling as - as Martin, as the Grassy Wizard, as Gumbald - and he hates that he didn't see it before.]
It wasn't your fault. [He makes a frustrated noise.] I know that isn't gonna magically make you feel better, but it wasn't. He said everything he needed to to make you believe him - to make all of us believe him. You did what you thought was right and he took advantage of you.
[The thorns are a concern, and without being too worried about being caught on them, Varian shifts, moving his hand to the side of Fern's head, fingers brushing through his hair as he lets out a soft, soothing hushing sound. He does that for a few moments, before speaking again. ]
I know, I do know. I just...need a little time to believe it. I know he used me...us, and he'll probably just keep doing it unless we stop letting him. [Maul's made it clear he has no intention to actually change. Nothing ever stops with him. ] I know it's time to stop.
[The hand carding through his hair helps calm him down, and he takes a few moments to just close his eyes and focus on Varian. It's fine, things are fine now, for everything Maul has done he isn't doing it right now - Varian is safe right now.
He gives a small nod, trying to push all that anger out and let relief flood him. I know it's time to stop - that helps immensely.]
Y... yeah. And I'm gonna be with you every step of the way. No matter what that jerk does or says to you.
[Varian keeps one with the soft, gentle motions, fingers carefully carding through Fern's hair, smoothing it out, carefully taking out the tangles in it as he does so. He presses a kiss to his boyfriend's temple. ]
Thank you. I know you will. I can always rely on you.
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But it's hard. It's really, really hard, and he can't help the thorns rising up on his body. Maul has been just as controlling as - as Martin, as the Grassy Wizard, as Gumbald - and he hates that he didn't see it before.]
It wasn't your fault. [He makes a frustrated noise.] I know that isn't gonna magically make you feel better, but it wasn't. He said everything he needed to to make you believe him - to make all of us believe him. You did what you thought was right and he took advantage of you.
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I know, I do know. I just...need a little time to believe it. I know he used me...us, and he'll probably just keep doing it unless we stop letting him. [Maul's made it clear he has no intention to actually change. Nothing ever stops with him. ] I know it's time to stop.
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He gives a small nod, trying to push all that anger out and let relief flood him. I know it's time to stop - that helps immensely.]
Y... yeah. And I'm gonna be with you every step of the way. No matter what that jerk does or says to you.
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Thank you. I know you will. I can always rely on you.
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You'll get through this. I know you will.
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Y-yeah, I really hope so. I- so long as I still have you around, I think I have a better chance at it.