I'd be happier knowing I wasn't hurting them. I'm tired of hurting them. And no matter what I do to be a person that doesn't, I just find whole new ways to do just that.

[It's okay, Usagi, he can hug himself. He pulls his legs up a little more, hugging an arm around them. ]

So, what, doing something about it would make it selfish?

[He does uncurl himself a little at that question, sitting back a little.]

She's endlessly decent. Like she doesn't give up on anyone, ever, and she's really unashamed about that. She's a good person. And she's funny, she's really weird but she's funny. She makes me laugh when I don't always have a lot of reasons to do that. She's just... one of the best people I've ever met. She makes everything lighter.