[There's a part of Varian that wants to keep going- because he's really bad at letting things go and tends to keep shovelling even after he's hit rock bottom. He really wants to rant and rave and make Fern understand that this hurts. That no matter what he believes, he still matters to him. A lot.
But he doesn't. For once, he puts down the shovel and heaves out a breath. That protective wall of his slams right back up. Fine. Same old dance, just a different partner. Fine. ]
Keep Ruddiger around for a few days. He'll help you out while you're still sick.
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But he doesn't. For once, he puts down the shovel and heaves out a breath. That protective wall of his slams right back up. Fine. Same old dance, just a different partner. Fine. ]
Keep Ruddiger around for a few days. He'll help you out while you're still sick.
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