[She just stares for a moment. She feels absolutely terrible for trying to use his past like that. It doesn't help that it backfired on her either. She was grasping at straws and there weren't a lot of them to spare.]

I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that...

[Part of her wanted to hold on to the idea that there had to be something that could push Neo the same way. She didn't know what could but she did wish with all of her heart that it was so.]

I just... I don't blame her for how she feels. I can't. I lost two of my best friends the day she lost him. I know what it's like to lose the people you care about. I know there's a hole in her heart that just isn't going to get better.

[She wouldn't say that she wants Neo to kill her, but remaining a target for her gave Neo something to work toward.]

I know-I know. But-

-But I guess it doesn't matter how much I don't want to see you get hurt if you don't want to see me get hurt, huh?