Then I will wait for the day you can forgive me. Patience has never been my strongest trait, but in this case, I think I can have some. I did not expect you to even give me another chance but I will not waste it.
I know you have been through what I have, and so that is why you continue to try and guide me down a new path, but there is one marked difference between us: you have done some bad in your past, but overall, you are a good person even if you do not believe it. But I am someone who has naturally been wicked my whole life and committed many evil acts without ever trying to atone for them or even feeling regret for what I had done. So while turning back to good was a natural course of action for you, it is something entirely foreign to my nature.
[He didn't say this to protest or start anymore arguments about himself, merely trying to explain what he saw in himself versus what he saw in his friend.]
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I know you have been through what I have, and so that is why you continue to try and guide me down a new path, but there is one marked difference between us: you have done some bad in your past, but overall, you are a good person even if you do not believe it. But I am someone who has naturally been wicked my whole life and committed many evil acts without ever trying to atone for them or even feeling regret for what I had done. So while turning back to good was a natural course of action for you, it is something entirely foreign to my nature.
[He didn't say this to protest or start anymore arguments about himself, merely trying to explain what he saw in himself versus what he saw in his friend.]