Man, when you say it out like that it's like... yup, here I am, worst person ever. Just having feelings for someone who was a genuine threat to my girlfriend's life at one point. Oh and hey, let's not mention the best friend who's heart I already broke once just going "surprise I guess I did have feelings after all."

[He lets out a soft groan, burying his face in his hands. He'd had this ONE really good thing in his life and he's ruined it with his own stupid feelings. He should have been more careful. He should have pushed it down better. ]

This is gonna suck. Maybe I should just leave and go live in the caves or something. Away from everyone.

[Because it doesn't matter if he's a shitty person to just himself. He looks up suddenly as Usagi mentions Amara, panic flicking into his features again.]

W-what? You told Amara about this?!!