[Fern nods a little. Making the bad stuff feel less, yeah, he understand that.]
We'll have to find out, huh?
[He isn't about to make any assumptions, especially not when the candle is currently keeping his head from becoming a tsunami of too many emotions. It does, however, mean he's going to try. He's - going to try to try, since he knows how hard even trying can be when his mind is being really tumultuous. But right now he wants to think that he'll at least be able to try. Varian would want him to, Kurt would want him to, Will would want him to. Even if he completely fails at the trying part, he's pretty sure all of them would just be happy he did his best.
Which is a little weird to think about, but the candle is really helping him accept that for once.]
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[Fern nods a little. Making the bad stuff feel less, yeah, he understand that.]
We'll have to find out, huh?
[He isn't about to make any assumptions, especially not when the candle is currently keeping his head from becoming a tsunami of too many emotions. It does, however, mean he's going to try. He's - going to try to try, since he knows how hard even trying can be when his mind is being really tumultuous. But right now he wants to think that he'll at least be able to try. Varian would want him to, Kurt would want him to, Will would want him to. Even if he completely fails at the trying part, he's pretty sure all of them would just be happy he did his best.
Which is a little weird to think about, but the candle is really helping him accept that for once.]
... Thanks.