[The last several days have been horrendously awful, no doubt compounded by his whole deathflu symptoms. It all coalesced into one big gut-wrenching mass of emotional devastation that even the idea of things repeating themselves is terrifying. Really, really terrifying, and he clutches Varian a little tighter.]
I'm not gonna let this happen again. [For once, there's no self-doubt creeping into his head when he says that. Thanks, candle.] I don't want to lose you.
[That's probably the scariest thing out of all of this, he's realizing. Not the fighting, or all the anger and hurt, or even the resulting spiraling mental state. Losing Varian.]
I'm, uh, not exaggerating when I say I care about you.
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[The last several days have been horrendously awful, no doubt compounded by his whole deathflu symptoms. It all coalesced into one big gut-wrenching mass of emotional devastation that even the idea of things repeating themselves is terrifying. Really, really terrifying, and he clutches Varian a little tighter.]
I'm not gonna let this happen again. [For once, there's no self-doubt creeping into his head when he says that. Thanks, candle.] I don't want to lose you.
[That's probably the scariest thing out of all of this, he's realizing. Not the fighting, or all the anger and hurt, or even the resulting spiraling mental state. Losing Varian.]
I'm, uh, not exaggerating when I say I care about you.