[Jun can't see it over text, but he can probably imagine just how much Varian is blushing over that statement. Because oh boy, he is blushing a lot. ]
Look. LOOK. It's a nice reminder to have sometimes. It's an enjoyable reminder.
I was thinking of maybe spending a few more nights a week with you in the Fortress... if- if you'd like, obviously. I mean, in the future we're gonna live together permanently anyway, I thought it couldn't hurt to get used to that a little. And if I do it slow and gentle-like, it might give Dad enough time to get used to living by himself, too. He has his chocobo now so hopefully I can navigate too much loneliness for him when I'm not there.
I mean... if you'd like that.
[ Because yes, even if they are engaged and literally going to be married, Varian still feels the need to check that his presence is wanted. He's working on that nasty little self-loathing part of himself, and it's telling he's at least able to ask now, and be pretty confident in Jun's answer. But that part of him is still there enough that he needs to double check, all the same. ]
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Look. LOOK. It's a nice reminder to have sometimes. It's an enjoyable reminder.
I was thinking of maybe spending a few more nights a week with you in the Fortress... if- if you'd like, obviously. I mean, in the future we're gonna live together permanently anyway, I thought it couldn't hurt to get used to that a little. And if I do it slow and gentle-like, it might give Dad enough time to get used to living by himself, too. He has his chocobo now so hopefully I can navigate too much loneliness for him when I'm not there.
I mean... if you'd like that.
[ Because yes, even if they are engaged and literally going to be married, Varian still feels the need to check that his presence is wanted. He's working on that nasty little self-loathing part of himself, and it's telling he's at least able to ask now, and be pretty confident in Jun's answer. But that part of him is still there enough that he needs to double check, all the same. ]