...Okay. Okay. I trust you. Even if... even if I don't trust myself all that much.
[Because if nothing else, he knows he can always put his faith in Jun. But Jun is right, Varian would never intentionally endanger Jun, not for anything. Because Jun was his everything. He'd die (again) himself first.
He's delighted when Jun returns the kiss, delving his tongue into his partner's mouth with a hungry growl. His hand moves to Jun's ass, pressing him in close, whining at the electricity of them being so close together, making his arousal all the more obvious. He very nearly does go at it right here - but luckily Jun has enough senses to drag them out into the woods. Varian really does feel safer out of the way. He should be cold, standing here in just his underwear, but he isn't, he's too hot and heavy for that.
He whines as Jun breaks the kiss, his breath coming out a lot heavier now. He can feel the pull towards his partner, his mate and it's maddening. He has to really focus hard to understand what Jun is saying to him. To not get swallowed up by lust and desire again.
Varian's been a werewolf for just shy of two years and he's never fully embraced it. Jun's helped- this past month. His complete acceptance (and, let's face it, downlight enjoyment) of it has eased some of the nerves he's had about the whole ordeal. He expects it's because he's terrified of losing control (of HURTING people) and so he fights against it, making it harder to keep control in turn. It's a vicious cycle he's not been able to pull himself out of for a long time.
So hearing "you are the wolf sure feels like.. something. Fo so long he has seen it as a possession, a thing he cannot control. An awful, animal part of him he is terrified of causing damage to innocent people. But here is Jun, just putting that out there like it's the easiest thing in the world.
You are the wolf.]
Thank you. [It's whispered softly, truly thankful as he leans in to kiss at Jun's neck- he can't help himself, the drive to be touching him is too much to hold back anymore.] I know I need to... to work on that. But I think I can manage that with you.
[And at least the affects of the heat are helping a lot there. It's taking the edge of his anxiety, as a more primal desire is taking hold. He nips at Jun's neck again, his teeth sharpening as he does so- steering his lover back against a tree, pressing him against it.]
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[Because if nothing else, he knows he can always put his faith in Jun. But Jun is right, Varian would never intentionally endanger Jun, not for anything. Because Jun was his everything. He'd die (again) himself first.
He's delighted when Jun returns the kiss, delving his tongue into his partner's mouth with a hungry growl. His hand moves to Jun's ass, pressing him in close, whining at the electricity of them being so close together, making his arousal all the more obvious. He very nearly does go at it right here - but luckily Jun has enough senses to drag them out into the woods. Varian really does feel safer out of the way. He should be cold, standing here in just his underwear, but he isn't, he's too hot and heavy for that.
He whines as Jun breaks the kiss, his breath coming out a lot heavier now. He can feel the pull towards his partner, his mate and it's maddening. He has to really focus hard to understand what Jun is saying to him. To not get swallowed up by lust and desire again.
Varian's been a werewolf for just shy of two years and he's never fully embraced it. Jun's helped- this past month. His complete acceptance (and, let's face it, downlight enjoyment) of it has eased some of the nerves he's had about the whole ordeal. He expects it's because he's terrified of losing control (of HURTING people) and so he fights against it, making it harder to keep control in turn. It's a vicious cycle he's not been able to pull himself out of for a long time.
So hearing "you are the wolf sure feels like.. something. Fo so long he has seen it as a possession, a thing he cannot control. An awful, animal part of him he is terrified of causing damage to innocent people. But here is Jun, just putting that out there like it's the easiest thing in the world.
You are the wolf.]
Thank you. [It's whispered softly, truly thankful as he leans in to kiss at Jun's neck- he can't help himself, the drive to be touching him is too much to hold back anymore.] I know I need to... to work on that. But I think I can manage that with you.
[And at least the affects of the heat are helping a lot there. It's taking the edge of his anxiety, as a more primal desire is taking hold. He nips at Jun's neck again, his teeth sharpening as he does so- steering his lover back against a tree, pressing him against it.]
Only you.