[He can push past it, because he gets it. The worries that come with being a monster, or with being a weapon. That you feel like you have to be in constant control, that you can't do anything that might risk scaring people off. It's a lot to deal with.
But Varian made it clear he wasn't afraid of him. Even after Jun made it clear he'd injured his last partner, that he was a weapon, Varian didn't shy away. How could he possibly turn Varian away after that?
Besides, even if something happened and Varian did scratch or bite him too hard... he'd just heal anyway.
So Jun will respond to Varian by giving him one more kiss on the knuckles before closing his mind, focusing on transforming into a carbuncle about halfway, so he didn't become too inhuman. His fingernails will grow to small claws in Varian's hands, his toenails following suit. His ears will become longer and much more fox-like, covered in green fur that matches his hair. Finally, his tail will appear, appearing like a green, fox-like tail.]
How do I look? I don't usually show this to others.
[Nor does he sit around nearly naked except a thong around others, but that goes without saying]
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But Varian made it clear he wasn't afraid of him. Even after Jun made it clear he'd injured his last partner, that he was a weapon, Varian didn't shy away. How could he possibly turn Varian away after that?
Besides, even if something happened and Varian did scratch or bite him too hard... he'd just heal anyway.
So Jun will respond to Varian by giving him one more kiss on the knuckles before closing his mind, focusing on transforming into a carbuncle about halfway, so he didn't become too inhuman. His fingernails will grow to small claws in Varian's hands, his toenails following suit. His ears will become longer and much more fox-like, covered in green fur that matches his hair. Finally, his tail will appear, appearing like a green, fox-like tail.]
How do I look? I don't usually show this to others.
[Nor does he sit around nearly naked except a thong around others, but that goes without saying]