[Turns out the anxiety can strike at any time, Varian's not a fan. He's spent since he became a werewolf doing his best to push it as far down as he possibly could, and here's Jun, just offering encouragement and acceptance like it's nothing. Just picking up all his anxiety about it and hucking it out of the way like it's the easiest thing in the world.
He squeezes Jun's hand, carefully, mindful of the claws. He had stipulated no wolf sex, but it's clear that's a lot harder to keep a hold of than he thought- it seems it'll come out no matter what he wants otherwise. But Jun has offered a simple answer to that and the wolf in the back of his head pushing forward again, because yes. Absolutely. His eyes darken a little- desire tugging him back to the task at hand- pushing past the anxiety and the shame to make itself known.]
no subject
He squeezes Jun's hand, carefully, mindful of the claws. He had stipulated no wolf sex, but it's clear that's a lot harder to keep a hold of than he thought- it seems it'll come out no matter what he wants otherwise. But Jun has offered a simple answer to that and the wolf in the back of his head pushing forward again, because yes. Absolutely. His eyes darken a little- desire tugging him back to the task at hand- pushing past the anxiety and the shame to make itself known.]
Yes. I'd- I'd like that. That'd help.